I am not trying to bust your chops but the reason they take things down like that is because of the nature of the video. What people do behind closed doors is fine as long as no one gets hurt but rape is a violent crime..It would be better put to say something like you have a fantasy about a guy taking advantage of you in a situation where you knew you were going to have sex but he started to get rough in a sexual way with you and he was a bit to forceful with you and he didnt really know you were secretly enjoying it.. I was nearly your age, around 20.I was taking a drug that made you somewhat useless when it came to sex and extremely high and somewhat weak. These two guys came into my room (I was at a bath house) and took me by force both taking turns bare backing me and i was to weak to defend myself. What made it even worse was, it was the time where AIDS was a new disease and using protection was plastered on the walls everywhere.I think maybe they were acting out their own fantasy on an unwilling person. (me)I did get a HIV test and it turned out i got lucky.I guess i told you this to tell you to be careful what you wish for..