First, I know I'm simple, but could someone hand me their Vestigial-to-human decoder ring?
If I knew of such a ring I would attempt to wear it.., instead, I am forced to labor on it's creation.
Second, um, my first reaction should probably be "fuck off", but... "Battle scars"??? Nice trivialisation of my ordeal. When it happens to you, we'll talk, and see how much "pride" you have then.
I did not try to trivialise your ideal, you are not me and I respect that (I do not expect anything in return), I merely tried to exemplify mine. My ~pride~ is in my ability to survive. I have made it here. I have been through darkness and evils, marked in a way nobody has cared to hear of. My physical health is above and beyond now, but what lurks inside... eats me from within.
Was I sure of myself? Well, I'm pretty fucking sure I wasn't looking to get raped. And strong enough? Well, he was a FULL FOOT taller than me, and outweighted me by 120lbs of solid muscle. Wasn't too much of a fight to be had.
I was weaker then. I am stronger now. I have lost many battles between. I still have a future.
Vestigial said:
I am sorry he feels that way. I am often misunderstood, my thoughts move at such blinding pace I can barely capture them through word.
My own confessions were met with... the void. Nobody else understood. Nobody. And nobody comforted me but pain.
He is indeed courageous, far more than countless others. He should not feel maligned by this one anomaly in the world, who cannot express the immensity of his thoughts and feelings.
Me and pain go back a long way. Though I may lothe to part with such tried and trusted company, I do not wish to extend it onto you. Just relax.., ignore my incomprehensible words, allow others to understand you in a way you too understand.
There are plenty here who are capable of the support I feel you deserve, but cannot yet provide. Perhaps a clearer topic is preferable.., I will refrain from entering unless you bid it.