Have you ever been in a situation, with your Bromance, Lover or any close Guy you care about. absent for a long while, How did you handle it? For myself, I was almost sic for a month, But then I got myself together and went on. But I didn't start another relation, waiting for my guy to come back. When He came back though, I was a different person. Not as an act of revenge, But came to realize, that Life doesn't Start and End there. Life goes on, and we have to be prepared to cope with any odds, ups and downs. As a result, my "Jack" became wiser too! Because in a way, and in his moves and responses, showed an Understanding of the "damage" he caused. Yet that isn't enough now, to heel the pain under the skin. So... as I see it, Alienation is starting to take place gradually. Fuck! I hate this of course! But what can I do? If I pretend I am happy, it would be hypocritical to say the least.