Real life college experiences in a super conservative college

Chapter 47

Walking out of the airport looking for Jake's truck I see it down the end and I walk towards it. I get closer I can hear Jake...

"Hey roomie, welcome back! Jake says.

As I get up to his truck he offers to take my bag and put it in the back. I hop in the passenger seat. I felt odd being back it. My time with my family was one world and my new world was Ashley and Jake. As we made our way back to college, Jake was telling me all about his Christmas break, when it got to be my turn, Jake was a fury of questions about how did Ashely like the frozen north and my family? He was saving the best for last

"So did you get any?" Jake says slyly.

"Get what? I replied

"Action... you know with Ashely" Jake says with anticipation

"Oh... ummm yeah I did..." finally getting it out and feel somewhat proud.

"We did it in my mom's van in downtown Pittsburgh!"

"Daniel, you dog you!" Jake said as he slapped the steering wheel.

"There's my man..... good for you! You deserve a good girl and you have one. Jake says with a smile.

Thinking it over, and agreeing with Jake. I do deserve it.

After listening to Jake's new CDs we pull up to our dorm and I carry my bag up the stairs to our room. Jake unlocks it as my key is packed away. Opening the door and walking in, I felt a deep sense of relief and home. This tiny 12 x 12 little room has become my home. It's where I was learning more about myself. It's where Jake and I made in some ways a home together. Plopping my bag on the floor I can hear Jake yell out from our closet.

"What do you want for dinner, Pizza.....Mexican"

The cafe wouldn't open until tomorrow and yelled back "Mexican". Which unit I moved away I thought Mexican food was Taco Bell or my Mom's "famous" taco salad.

"I"m gonna call Ashely!" Going over to the phone I call her but I just got the answering machine. I leave a message that I"m back home. Which sounded funny to me that I was referring to here as home.

Jake says "I'm gonna grab a shower! It's been a long day."

"I'll go next" I said, riding in planes and being in dirty airports always made me feel gross.

Per our now usual routine: one of us would shower why the other one brushed their teeth, etc. So I follow Jake into the bathroom. He's naked and standing in front of the shower waiting for the water to get warm. His dick just hanging low as his balls hung even lower. Jake really was a good looking guy, especially since he got a hair cut over the winter break. As I brushed my teeth I thought about Jake in my head, thoughts of his chest and the little trail of fuzz that met his pubic hair, how his schlong just stood out there. I could feel myself getting hard. I panicked and finished brushing my teeth. I went back into our room to take my pants off, grab my towel. Standing there doing all I could to make it go away. I managed to get it down to a chub.

"All yours!" I hear Jake yell from the bathroom. I strip my boxers off and head to take my shower, now being slightly under a chub I walk past Jake.

"There it is!" he says smiling "Is that a chub....thinking about your girl..huh...?" Jake says.

Stepping into the shower I said.. "Yeah Jake... ummm Ashely's hot!"

We finish getting ready and make our way to the Casa De Gringos our local Mexican restaurant. Jake and I talk about school the upcoming semester I find out that Jake is now acccepted to one of our semester abroad programs. He will be spending the up coming fall in Italy. I tell him about all my classes. He tells me he and Jessica broke up over the holiday break. Something about her wanting to date this guy back home.

We get back to our room and we're both just sitting on our beds listening to Jake's new CDs. I have my head behind my head all sprawled out. Jake doing the same. He breaks the ice. "So are you as super horny as I am? Like I thought Jessica and would be fooling around...it's been so long..."

To be truthful I was and I sat up in bed, but trying to play it cool. "Thanks Jake...ummm... so what do you suggest...?" I said knowing damn well what Jake meant.

"I just need to get off man!" Jake said almost frustrated.

Without much hesitation I take my jeans off as I see Jake stand up too. We both get naked. I reach for the lotion and start applying it to my now hard dick. I pass the bottle to Jake and he does the same. Standing there looking at my dick in my hands and Jake's in his hands. I couldn't help but recall my earlier thoughts of Jake.

"Dang dude.... you've got a huge one...I know your girl is loving that!" Jake says while looking down at my dick.

His words of affirmation only fueled my stroking. I look over and Jake is now sitting on his bed While I standing there. I see Jake pat the bed as a motion to sit next to him. I think to myself "he doesn't have to ask twice". Sitting on the bed next to Jake he's stroking his and I'm stroking mine. I hear the words fall out of my mouth.

"You've got a great dick too... it's uuuuuhh nice" I say as I'm stroking my dick.

I look over and Jake is now offering his hand. He scoots closer and I do the same I offer mine back. There I am sitting on Jake's bed his cock in my hand just stroking it tip to base, Jake doing the same.t. Jake was doing such a good job and he reassured me I was too. Jake makes a comment...

"dude, yours is so thick....doesn't feel like mine"

I reply "Jake uuuuu... yours feels good too" I say as I'm now very close to cumming.

Jake says "bro...bro I'm gonna..." as streams of Jake's cum lands all over his chest.

I was seconds behind him. I let out a whimper and I shoot streams of cum all over my chest I came in spurts.

We both collapse on the bed, each covered in our own cum. now with our hands to ourselves. I look down and I can see some of Jake's cum on my hand the same for Jake. We both lay there in maybe just shock that even happened, or maybe it was as Sophia from the Golden Girls would call it "after glow"....
 
Chapter 48

Lying next to Jake, each of us covered in our own cum Jake spoke first.

"Man... I needed that! That long drive from Oklahoma got me thinking about Jessica and all worked up... I just needed to release all that..." Jake says

I interrupt chuckling "Well Jake....by the looks of things you did just that" I say as I scan his chest.

"Well, I'm gonna need to shower twice today!" Jake says as he carefully stands as to not drip on our floor, looking for the box of tissues I point them out to him "oh yeah here they are, what a mess man!"

I laugh..."just go grab a shower so I can after you..." I said.

Jake walks into the bathroom towel in hand. I lie there thinking what the hell just happened? Did we just jerk each other off? Admittedly, I secretly wanted that moment to happen. I don't think I would have initiated it or really even know how we would have. Until then Ethan was the only other guy who ever touched my dick besides me. My head was spinning, feeling equal parts excitement and maybe it was guilt and shame. I chose to think about the exciting moment. I told myself, Jake is your best friend and best friends are there for each other and if that best friend needs a helping hand....well you give a helping hand. In this case it was a handjob. That seemed to ease my weary mind at the moment.

"It's all your man..." Jake calls out from the bathroom.

I walk in and see Jake is drying off in front of the mirror. "hey man.... so that was... well that was fun... and yeah I appreciate your help..." Jake said almost awkwardly embarrassed. Which was a side of Jake I hadn't really ever seen. Typically I was the awkward one and Jake was the confident one.

"Yeah Jake it was...you're like my best friend...I'm glad we... well you know..." I said

Jake interupts me "help jerk each other off...?" Jake says

"Well yeah.... but it was like a moment... I don't know it was just nice, that's all" I said as I climbed into the shower.

Jake seems to think it over "yeah Daniel, it was, it was nice and yeah you're my best friend too!"

I finish taking a shower and as I'm standing in our bathroom I hear the phone ring. At first I assumed it was my mom, so I chose not to answer. (this was before caller ID, you had to take a chance on answering). Jake chooses to answer and I can hear him say

"Oh hello Ashley.... yes lover boy is right here..." as he's handing me the phone laughing.

I reach for the phone "Hi, Ashely..... yeah I made it home safe... Yeah Jake picked me up from the airport..."

She told me about her trip from Dallas to school and she rode with some other girl from her church back in Dallas. We talked for about 20 mins. I started to yawn..."

"Oh Daniel, you must be exhausted. I'll let you get to sleep. I can't wait to see you tomorrow!" she says. "Take care and sleep tight Daniel!"

"Goodnight Ashely, and I can't wait either."

We made plans to go to church and lunch afterwards. Tomorrow was the Sunday before school started. Honestly I didn't really care too much for going to church, but it was important to Ashely and that meant it was important to me. On the plus side during my weekly calls to my parents and one to my grandparents I could say "Oh yes and at church today...." and that seemed to make them happy. Putting the phone back. I hang my towel up over the door and walk to my bed. Jake is already in bed. He's not sleeping rather just lying there.

He rolls to his side, which is the position we talked to each other in bed.

"You know Daniel... I would never have thought in a million years that... you know we'd be such good buds... like honestly I wasn't sure how this was gonna work... but you know man... I'm super glad we're roommates and we became such good buds you know... cuz... I don't I never really had a best bud... and well now I can say we're pretty freaking close buds... you know!" Jake says

Feeling a wave of emotions after a few moments I respond "Yeah Jake, other than Alex in high school, you would have liked him...he's a lot like you... I didn't really have any friends. In fact without Alex no one would have even know I existed. I was a loser in high school... I thought I was gonna be a loser here. But I don't know how you did it Jake, but.... well I don't feel like a loser any more. I feel like I'm cool and well..."

"That's because you are cool Daniel, dammit I'm gonna keep reminding you man" Jake says

"Thanks Jake... I mean that... you're a really good friend to me and.... well I appreciate it" I respond.

Taking the moment all in Jake says "and ummm if you ever wanna you know umm.. jerk off together. I'd be down... I mean if you wanted to..."

Without hesitation I say "Of course man...honesty that was pretty fun... you've got a nice schlong there Jake"

"You too man... that thing is a beast....I know Ashley is loving that monster of yours..."Jake says

Laughing I say "Yeah she likes it so far...well Jake it's time to go to sleep Ashley is picking me up for church in the morning and I can't fall asleep during the sermon this time..."

Getting out of bed I go to turn out our light. Unfortunately, the switch is across the room. I walk across the room with a major semi, all the talk of Ashley and Jake saying we should jerk off more got me all worked up. Jake notices as always

"Hope you both get a good nights rest...." Jake says as he curls up in bed.

"Good night Jake!" I say chuckling

"Good night sweetheart!" Jake responds.
 
Chapter 50

I wouldn't have considered myself much of a morning person, but today was Sunday and that meant getting to hang out with Ashley without any real distractions as school hadn't started yet. I lie there in my bed, looking over all I can see in the top of Jake's head peeping out of the covers. I always bundled up like he was hibernating. Finally mustering the energy to crawl out of bed. I walk across the room naked which had become my new norm. Grabbing my towel I realized I took a shower before bed I'd just need to wet my hair. Standing in front of the mirror almost admiring myself with a "Yeah.... well hello stud!" thought in my head. As I brush my teeth I begin to recall the moments of last night with Jake. "Damn that was super hot I think to myself. Looking down I start to go from chub to semi and almost hard. I had this thought in my head for the first time (although in real life this would take me years to accept and fully understand) I thought do I like guys and girls. I almost immediately rejected the notion as that couldn't be possible. I walk back into our room fully hard as all these thoughts seemed racing in my head.

Jake now being more alert and somewhat "alive" rolls over and says "what a sight to wake up to!"

Waving it around a bit, my attempt at showing off I say "yeah look at it move!"

Standing before my dresser I grab a new pair of boxers and attempt to stuff my boner in. Seeing the time I didn't have much time before Ashely was gonna pick me up.

"Careful man, don't snap that thing in half!" Jake says jokingly.

"Dammit, I just gotta get this thing in here so I can finish getting ready....Ashely gonna be here soon!" I say in a panic

I look over and I can see Jake's boner tent as he leans back to stretch. Thinking to my self "Dammit that not gonna help make this go away.

I manage to calm it down to a chub and I get my pants on and pick out a sweater to wear. Finishing up I walk out of our closet and Jake is now upright and standing in a daze. I do this bit we did, where I help him walk by guiding him to the bathroom. As I put my socks and shoes on I hear Jake taking a leak. I peak out the window and I can see Ashely's 4Runner in the parking lot.

"Hey Jake, Ashley's here.... I'm headed out.... see you later" I say

I hear Jake respond "Hey Daniel, what the capital of Thailand?"

Knowing the answer but playing stupid...

"Bang Cock!" Jake says as he whips his schlong back and forth.

Standing by the door I say "I'll see you after lunch."

"Now you kids be good today, it's the Lord's day after all. Jake says

Walking out to Ashely, she jumps out and gives me a giant hug and kiss "Oh Daniel, I've missed you so much!"

(side note, at this point in my life I still hadn't decided if religion was for me or not. I wrestled a lot with it over my time in college.)

We make our way into church Ashely spots a girl from her hall so we chose to sit with her. Church services in my religion are super boring at least that's how I felt. For the rare exception we'd get a guest preacher and they typically were more on the fire and brimstone type. Which is what we got that Sunday. I assume it's to help set a tone for the new semester. Scare us into submission. I won't bore you all with a theology lesson by the topic for the day was verses from St. Paul and all the sinning we are to flee from. I had always thought of myself as a good kid. I never got into trouble, I never smoked or drank I got almost straight A's. I never considered my self one of those bad people St. Paul was talking about. However, on that Sunday something clicked in my mind and for the first time in a very long time I felt this deepening level of guilt building up inside of me. I remembered the talk with my Grandfather of the holiday break and how I needed to be pure. I started to wonder to myself "wait.... am I not pure... am I still a good person?"

At the end of the sermon there's always a song that's picked to make you feel guilty and go up and have someone pray for you. I never did. That Sunday something made me think to myself...."Do I need to go up there?"

After church, we said our hellos and good byes to everyone, a lot of what did you do over the break type of stuff. Looking over I see Ralph. Well that's what we all called him because he always wore Ralph Loren clothing. I say a brief good bye and head over to chat it up with Ralph. He and I were both biology majors and had mostly the same classes. I wouldn't say we were friends but we often studied together and we'd say hi every now and then. "Whaaaaaat's up Daniel.... see you're with your lady friend... nice nice!" We chatted a bit and he tells me that he and some other people I know are going to watch a movie next weekend and wanted to know if I'd like to join?

"It's probably gonna be a sausage fest..." Ralph says

Laughing, I say "Yeah sure, I'd be down for that.
 
Preface to the next set of chapters

I did not go into all the moments I had in college. For example Ralph. I didn't have many friends other than Jake. Ralph and two other guys we formed this study group and we'd hang out. We'll call them Eric and Brad. Eric and Brad were both southern boys, farm raised, God fearing, conservative men. Ralph on the other hand I feel was sent to college there to help clean up his act. Ralph would often put on this super christian act. I think he really wanted to be like Eric and Brad. I heard his stories from high school, Ralph was one of the "bad kids" turned good. He had a girlfriend in college and they had sex, a lot, according to Ralph. He and I had a few religious conversations and I could tell he had it in his head that he needed to be a good Christian. He hung out with this guy from Florida, Bible major, we'll call him John. John was always trying to get Bible studies set up he was his thing. I always declined but Ralph went a lot and would often encourage me to go. He and John always seemed concerned that my friends which included Jake, Ethan, sometimes Jake's cousin, etc were the wrong crowd. I was always perplexed by this dichotomy as I just saw Jake, Ethan and them as just dudes. Neutral, neither good or bad. However, sometimes what John said stuck with me and he made me question a lot about myself.
 
Chapter 51

My first week back was going great, getting back into the groove of things. As a biology major we take the Version 1 and Version 2 of our classes. So I had the same people in all my classes. Walking into Biology 2, I see Ralph leaning against the lab table..

"Yo.... there's my boy Daniel! Hey, so we're gonna do a movie night...it's just bros, no one can get a date. You in?" Ralph says

"Yeah sure, that sounds like fun" I say. The idea of hanging with bros sounded fun. I liked having a group of bros.

"Cool so Friday... meet up in my dorm room" Ralph says

Ralph didn't live in my dorm rather the other Freshman guys dorm. It was more lax on the rules than mine and it had this reputation for being the place for the bad kids.

"Yeah sure.... umm I'll meet you there. I say excited

As it was the first week of school there wasn't much school work yet. I spent a lot of time with Ashely. I'd go over to her dorm and we'd sit and talk in the lobby. Which was basically a giant living room. She took me to Sonic for happy hour half off drinks. I was just really enjoying it all.

Jake, Ethan and I had started our workout routine, and occasionally Jake's cousin would join. We'd meet up in Ethan's dorm room and walk over to the gym together. Ethan and Jake looked up a routine we could do and we each took turns. It was Jake's turn on the bench press and as he laid there I could see his dick outline in his shorts. I tried not to notice but it was seemingly impossible to miss. I grew a small chub. Next it was my turn and I laid down as Ethan took off some of the weight on the account I was much weaker. Ethan is my spotter and I look at him as I push the bar bell up and down completing my reps. I can almost see up his short. In my head I'm thinking... "What the hell dude".

Without hesitation Ethan looks down "So Daniel, what do you feed that thing?"

Looking down I can my little chub is noticeable, damn mesh shorts I think to myself.

Jake chimes in "A little bit of Ashley..." (think Mambo number five) as Jake tries to sing.

Standing up and trying to dismiss it all. I see that Ralph and John have showed up too. I make my way over and say hello.

"Yo...Daniel! So John's coming this Friday, we'll take my care and Eric and Brad are going with some other guys."

"Cool sounds good with me" I say.

Going back to Jake and Ethan "What you're not going to introduce us?" Jake says.

Not fully sure if he's serious or not I brush off the encounter "Oh, that's Ralph, we're in Chem 2 and Bio 2....yeah just school stuff" I say not sure why I was lying.


Thursday night Ashley and I had I date. With some help from Jake I planned it all. All I had was hotplate so I couldn't cook anything but I was able to order a pizza. Jake took me to Walmart and I bought root beer in the bottles. For some reason Jake and I thought those were the fancy ones and perfect for a date. Jake also suggested flowers and I agreed. Together he and I thought that sounded like an amazing date. I planned for us to meet up in the student center. There was an area upstairs that seemed more quiet and private. The final touch was that I walked to pick Ashley up at her dorm and Jake met us at the doors to the student center. He led the way to "our table" and did his best to act like a waiter saying the menu consisted of pizza and root beer. Ashley laughter I could tell this plan of ours was working. We scooted our chairs closer to each other and a few minutes later Jake arrived with our pizza paper plates and root beer bottles. Watching Ashley that night as she told me all about her classes this year and all this nonstop girl drama I could never understand, I was taking it all in. She was really an amazing girl. We finish up and I began to walk her back to her dorm. Across campus we steal a kiss. As we get closer to her dorm, she looks at her watch. "I've still got an hour and a half..wanna say go to the coffee shop?" Ashely says

At this point I would have went to the moon if she asked... "yeah sure let's do that!"

We find her 4Runner and hop in. We lean in the middle and kiss and it's getting heavy and I'm getting major wood. Ashley feels it and says "Not yet....not yet"

Puzzled at what that meant but also starting to think we're not getting coffee. Ashley was told by some girl on her hall the best place in town to go have fun as she put it. And off we go leaving campus down road after road. I never knew where I was as I never drove. We come to place and pull off and park. Ashely opens the sunroof as I learned that was supposed to help the windows not fog up. We start to kiss and we leave off where we started. I've got my hand on her right breast and she's rubbing my now obvious hard on. She unbuttons her top and I think to myself "Damn she looks like a Victory Secret model".

"Now you Daniel, I wanna see if your trips to the gym are working!"

Normally I would have been embarrassed to take my shirt off in that moment it flew off me. Now I'm able to really feel her breasts and she reaches over and starts to unbuckle my belt. I pause and stop kissing her and I do the work for her. sliding my pants down to my ankles. She begins to rub my dick through my now strained boxers. She motions for me to take them off and without any hesitation I comply. Using both hands like a ruler she's measuring my dick.

"Woah... Daniel it just.... it's just a really nice dick.... way better than my boyfriend in high school"

The thought of it all almost sends me over. I manage to try not to shoot my load, and thankfully succeed. Ashley leans over and positions her mouth right over my head. She looks over to me knowing damn well what she was gonna do. She lowered her mouth and uses her tongue around the head. I'm taking deep breaths trying not to shoot my load. She opened wider and slowly goes down on my dick until she reaches her gag reflex. Keeping her hand on my dick she pulls back looking down she sees how much she took.

"Wow!" she says as she goes back for more, this time adding some strokes. I'm about to blow and I let her know.

"Wow wow woo. Ashely..." I say as she pulls away and seconds later steams of my cum go all over my chest.

Letting out a giant sigh of relief I lean back and look down what a mess. I use my undershirt as a rag. Ashley helps as she kisses me. For some reason in that moment I loved that kiss more as I thought to myself "I know what that mouth can do"

Ashley still topless starts to put her shirt on as she does she says "You know Daniel... you're quite the catch. I wasn't sure at first if we should go out, but.... I don't know... you just changed my mind and impressed me." I managed to get my boxers and pants back on. I put my sweater on with out the undershirt.

We go back to campus and she drops me off. As I get out I see John walking up to our dorm. I didn't know he lived there.

"That your girl Daniel?" John asked.

"Yeah, that's Ashely...Jacobs" I say almost forgetting her last name.

We both walk in and walk to our rooms on the way John is going on and on about these Bible studies he's started up and how us men need to cherish our lady friends and stay pure. I did my best to reassure him I was of the pure standing. We walk past my room first. I'm saying my good byes as I walk in.

"Who's that?" Jake says from the bathroom

"Oh, that's John.... umm he's from Florida drives a Honda Civic..." I say not sure why I said what he drove.

"Oh yeah the Bible guy... hmmmmph what a tool" Jake says as he sits on his bed.

I look over and I can see Jake's schlong and balls just out there on the bed. He moves them to make himself more comfortable. Saying "It's not like your monster, but it sill gets in the way sometime"

"Awwww Jake yours is nice too!" I said meaning every word.

"What's with the white T-Shirt?" Jake asked

Forgetting I'm still holding my new cum rag "Umm well I needed to clean up a mess I made" I said smiling

"That's my boy!" Jake says with excitement

"Well I'm gonna grab a shower before bed" I said as I stood up and begin to take my pants off then my boxer and sweater. At this point all the cum dried up and I could feel it on my skin. I take my shower and crawl into bed Jake is already under the covers.. rolling over he says... "
dude how'd the date go?"