I was in the Army and got stationed in B
Hawaii. Landed at the airport with another soldier who had just arrived and we were going to be in the same unit. He was a really good looking Latin guy, in great shape, really beautiful, big brown eyes.
We were assigned to share a room together on accident that we were meant to share for just the first night until unit gave us our own, except they were clueless because I wasn't on their register and he was and I fell through the cracks. The unit NCOs forgot about us and we shared a small Barracks room with two beds for a week.
One night, we're talking as I'm laying in my bed and he's already undressed and was just wearing a pair of black boxer briefs that fit him SO fucking perfectly. They fit him the way they fit the models on the underwear packages do (like everything is perfectly tight, hugging legs and ass perfectly, no ripples or bunches or stretched material). It was the first time I saw most of his body.
As we're talking and joking, he's klving around the room doing shit and I'm watching his legs and ass, noticing the soft definition of his abs, well formed small pecs, the smooth, light brown skin of his back and shoulders. He puts in some dip and I ask if I can have some.
I'm in bed and he is standing and he comes over to me silently work the can outstretched to me and comes so close to offer me the tin that his bulge and whole crotch is a foot away from my face. The entire time this is happening we are both completely silent and just holding eye contact. I notice his dick is a foot from my face, and since he is standing, his bulge is literally nose level. (I'm in a t shirt and underwear too.. probably the white boxers I bought just after Basic).
I glance at it and back up at him. He is still looking at me holding the tin. I slowly grab some and out it in my lip, still holding eye contact, and then the moment passes.
I mean PALPABLE fucking sexual energy between us that I didn't realize at the time was being returned.
We go to bed but I'm fucking turned on. He falls asleep on top of his covers, facing me, but with his laptop on his pillow between me and him. I can see his face lit by the screen, and most of the front half of his body.
I quietly lower my blanket and pull my dick our and start jacking off. The foot of my bed faced the head of his kinda, so from my view, I can see his face just like 4 or 5 inches to the left of my dick.
I'm not hiding it under the covers like we all did in Basic and AIT. I was kinda turned on by it being out and within view of him. After a few minutes I'm hard as fuck and at the point where I'm really fucking grooving and kinda gently humping the air (I'm on my back) as I'm stroking it.
But I would notice every minute or two I would see a little movement in his direction and would immediately stop jacking off, push my dick against my stomach and pull my covers up.
I'd see he hadnt woken up or moved, wait a few moments, pull it back our and continue. This happened a few times, the last of which was his hand moving towards his own groin area, but his eyes stayed perfectly still and closed. That was it.
6 minus later we encounter one another at a single soldier event in Honolulu. We have some drinks and go out to the beach at night and ait on the sand and he lays back and pinches his bulge in his shorts and says: "ohhhh man I just wanna masturbate."
And I knew exactly what he was saying. I said me too, let's jack off together, but let's fi be a more private place. (Couples kept walking by-- it was Waikiki beach.)
Unfortunately, we could find a place outside and went back to the hotel. Tried the swimming pool area kn the top floor but was closed and locked. I'm personally horny as fuck this entire time. (I had jacked off thinking about him in those perfectly fitting boxer briefs, staring down at me with that serious look in his eyes over his pecs).
Finally we just went to his room. He seemed way more nervous now that we are back in the hotel full of other soldiers. His roommate is out and he doesnt know when he'll be back.
We are sitting on the bed. I stretch and lay back on the bed and start rubbing my cock through my shorts, he looks over at me and looks really worried and kinda torn. The moment my hand touches my bulge, the door beeps and his roommate walks in.
I sit up quickly, make fake conversation, and leave.
We had ANOTHER foiled attempt the next night. We had been texting. I told him my roommate was asleep, come up to my room and we can hang out in the bathroom (it was huuuge, had a loud fan, and the tv was on and pretty loud).
He said he was coming. I said let's fucking blow a load together. He said okay, and ."I'm dying."
Knock at the door. I open it to see him there looking at me, and his fuckinf roommate is standing like 5 or 6 whole feet behind him, looking awkwardly uncomfortable and watching us and giving off major third wheel vibes (he probably knew.
I make small talk and try to recover from the shock of him not warning me his roommate was following him. He was afraid to discuss anything too explicitly in text and I was afraid to invite them both in. He looks annoyed but serious as he's quietly staring at me and he just kept saying quietly to me: "I'm dying." "I'm dying."
I whisper we'll try again later and tell them good night.
And that was the last time I ever saw him.
The sexual energy that built between us over these interactions still hasn't completely faded for me. It's been about 9 years. I still jack off thinking about him and those nights and how fucking horny it made me when he'd just quietly look at me like that with his big, soulful brown eyes.
Fuuuuuuck.