I`m relatively new to bottoming,not so much in time as it`s been 2 years since i`ve taken my first cock but in that i`ve only taken it 4 times in total.
Being quite new to it I am still quite tense and find it hard to relax.
I do have to say that my first time was with a very handsome young oriental guy who had a small to average size cock and i just lay with my tummy on the bed with my knees on the ground and I hardly even felt him entering me. He fucked me for about 5 minutes before withdrawing and if it hadn`t been for me seeing his cum filled condom I wouldn`t even have know he had came and I didn`t really feel any sensation at all apart from the satisfaction that I had done it at last.
My last time a few months ago was with a beautiful,fit well built young latin guy who again was on the average size. He was very knowledgeable and considerate and again i felt no pain but I found that after ten minutes or so when I turned to lay on my back as I wanted to look in his eyes as he fucked me after a very short time I got a terrible sensation that I needed to pee immediately and had to stop. We finished off orally and manually and it was still a beautiful experience.
I have since bought a rubber dildo which is 8"x 6" and I had a little trouble inserting it at first even with plenty of lube but because I was obviously in control I found that laying on my front with one knee up towards my tummy it eventually went in. After a moment or two I pushed further without any pain what so ever and then to my astonishment when I was pushing against what I assumed to be my prostate it suddenly pushed on through what seemed to be a second sphincter like it was almost sucked in.
I have to say it did feel quite marvelous and i`m wondering if a bigger penis actually is less painful than a small/average one as there just seems to be a stabbing pain with them as they hit what i assume to be the prostate.
Ah well I guess I will just have to find out lol !
Have a lovely holiday everyone!
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