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For my own personal reasons, I'm going to remain relatively anonymous. I am at a constant war with my genitals! I like to keep a fairly discreet life as far as my endowments, but modern times, and exhibitionism make my life difficult! My penis has been getting me into trouble since I was in middle school. I've always had a really active libido, which is something that isn't always great for someone with an overly large penis. During waking hours, I usually spend, on average, fifty percent of the time with an erection. I don't have very many friends from my hometown because most of the guys that went to my high school envied my size, and wouldn't get to know me. As far as my love life, I was a virgin up until last year, because women were afraid. I've finally found someone who was willing to try, but it took 4 years of exclusively dating for her to work up the courage to work our way up to penetration. Before her, girls would hear about my large penis, and want to see, or try to pursue me, but shy away when they found out just how large I really am. I've never accurately measured myself because I don't care to know, but on one occasion, a girl asked me if she could measure me. She worked me up with kissing and dirty talk, but when she took my pants down, she almost looked appalled. It took her a few minutes to even work up the courage to even put the tape measure near me. She started to pull the tape out, but when the tape got to 9, and she hadn't even reached the head, she called me a freak, and said she wouldn't let me ruin her. We had been dating for a year. Other girls would feel me up while kissing, but when I would get hard, they would squeal and tell me I would never fit in them. My best guess as to my flaccid length is longer than 5", is roughly the circumference of a beer bottle, and I bulge in everything. I do everything I can think of to keep this between myself and my fiancé, but she has told me that most of our friends that are women have noticed that I'm not normal. I just don't want to be defined by how big my penis is. We have a friend who is known for having a "big" penis, and that is all anyone can say about him. People ask him to pull it out at parties, and he obliges, because it is the monster he created, and I'm easily bigger than he is. As far as our sex life, my fiancé and I are each others firsts, and that causes problems. I feel like I take advantage of her because of my frequent sexual needs. She says she loves to pleasure me, but to keep me relatively social, I need stimulation 2, sometimes even 3 times a day. This wouldn't be so difficult if I didn't put her out of commission for sometimes days at a time. We have vaginal sex 2 or 3 times a week, which usually take over an hour of sexual workup to prepare her to take me, and she has really intense orgasms, but usually followed by pain. Our oral ratio is usually 2:1 a day in favor of me, and we have yet to attend a social gathering where she hasn't had to sneak off with me to give me a blowjob or hand job. So my questions are as follows:What advice do you have for keeping my bulge in check, keeping my erections away in public, and increasing our vaginal sex life without completely destroying her. She loves my penis the way it is, but something's gotta give, or I can't live like this forever. Thank you for any answers and support!