I really appreciated your post. It was one of the best explanations along these lines I've read. Much of it I could have written myself.Just like a busty young woman would've been for a guy in times gone by, although it still occurs widely. I agree with you on this, and hadn't thought of that before, but it has stirred up my memory of my girlfriend saying that when she'd duscussed her hung ex's size with her girlfriends, there'd been plenty of humorous interest from her friends. It wasn't that they hadn't slept with a bigger guy - most had, although big is widely defined - it was the fact that she was considered lucky to be fucking one at that point in her life. My girlfriend said that amused her endlessly because she's not sizeist, despite finding bigger cocks more aesthetically and physically pleasurable, and she looks back now and says: 'been there, done that, and it was great while it lasted, but I'm very pleased it did happen because now I know what the fuss is about'.
I should add to the above that I was never really badly affected by her saying him being bigger made him more pleasurable for penetrative sex and give bigger and better orgasms - what affected me most was her statement that his size flaccid had turned her on, made her wet, which is not the case with the average guys she was with after him. For some reason, that was quite wounding but as I've said before, I asked for it, being intensely curious about sex and the female exoerience. Nothing she ever told me was randomly or to hurt me - in fact, whenever she told me anything, she suffixed it with the statement, sincerely said, that she loved me more than any man she'd been with, and from that POV size was almost completely irrelevant.
I've had many women say things along these lines:
". . . finding bigger cocks more aesthetically and physically pleasurable, and she looks back now and says: 'been there, done that, and it was great while it lasted, but I'm very pleased it did happen because now I know what the fuss is about'."
". . . saying him being bigger made him more pleasurable for penetrative sex and give bigger and better orgasms. . . that his size flaccid had turned her on, made her wet, which is not the case with the average guys she was with after him."
". . . that she loved me more than any man she'd been with, and from that POV size was almost completely irrelevant."
In other words, that bigger cocks were visually much more of a turn on and more physically pleasurable, giving bigger and better orgasms, but most still found me more attractive and better sex overall. As one, an admitted size queen, put it to a girlfriend, "Who cares, he's a hunk." For instance, my wife, who could have had any man, chose me over guys who were much better equipped.
I do find it embarrassing sometimes to see size put-downs in the movies, especially when I'm with a woman. These jokes are almost never necessary and something else would have worked just as well.After developmental abuse, most of us smaller aren't strong enough not to have problem with the above.
However, I've never experienced anything close to "abuse" concerning my size. The few "put-downs" I've experienced I was able to shrug off. I've never considered "suicide", as someone suggested, due to having a small cock. In fact, I consider myself one of the happiest guys alive. You must learn to take the bad with the good.
As a book once said, don't sweat the small things.