I've always had a fantasy of getting fucked roughly. And it happened once.
I have a friend with benefits that is very well hung (he has a thick 9" cock). I've been sucking him off for over 20 years. I've always enjoyed it not only because of his size, but he is a bit rough about it. He loves to grab my head and fuck my face. It is always a very hot time.
I always used to ask him to fuck me and he would give me the round around. One night, after the bar closed, I was a bit tipsy and went to the adult bookstore. When I went into the booth area, he was there and we went into the same booth. I was sucking him as usual. He asked if I had some poppers and he took a big hit of them. He then told me to stand up, turn around and take a big hit. Knowing what was going to happen, I jumped up and did as he ordered. He spit on his hand and rubbed it on his dick. Then he pushed me in position and shoved his cock deep inside me. It hurt like a mother fucker! But this was my fantasy come true and I dealt with the pain. I was in a euphoric state. He fucked me for about 15 minutes and I enjoyed every minute of it. He fucked me so hard, the walls were bouncing, I was probably pretty loud and a crowd had generated outside our booth. (I kept hearing people cheering us on and trying to get into the booth).
My ass was sore for 3 days and there was a bit of blood the first few times I wiped. I continue to suck him off occasionally, but that was the only time he fucked me. I have watched him fuck a few guys, and he was the same way with them. I've talked to him about having him fuck me again. He always says he wants to, but each time we get together, he changes the subject or says another time.