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I've been browsing this site for quite awhile now... I never posted for some reason until now...
First i'd inform everyone that I am gay.
So, Here's the story
About a year ago, My best friend at the time (Omar) fell on some hard times. As his family is the opposite of rich, His dad lived in someones garage converted into a house. His mom lives with her brother and his 4 kids in a 3 bedroom house. He has 2 other brothers... So living space was tight and he was on non speaking terms with his dad. So I allowed him to live with me for 8 months rent free as he recently lost his job. 4 months into it, I began to have feelings for him but I kept them secret, towards the end of the 5th month the feelings turned into me falling in love. at Month 7 I confessed it to him, He claimed to be Bi-sexual by the way... So we talked about doing things :wink: and ended up doing it... Then towards the end of month 7 and the beginning of month 8. He started to fall for my younger sister. The last time I seen him he had officially began dating her and packed up his things and moved to his dads garage... Sometime after moving he dumped my sister.
It has been nearly 5 months since he left and I have not gotten over it, I have dated 5 other people and have another 3 wanting to date me. But they all never work out because i'm not over him... Actually quite depressed because of it. I've done all I can do to get over him. There are times where I'll be sitting in my house doing something and a rush of sadness feels me because of him... Awhile ago I sent him a message on myspace, Pretty much confessing how i'm not over him and all that stuff. He replied with apologizing for my feelings towards him and how he aswell thought about his sexual preferance came to the conclusion he's as straight as an arrow.
I talked to my best friends girl friend about it and she said "he cant be straight, because he had sex with you" and so on. The next day my sister (his ex) sends me a AIM "Can i borrow the laptop, And i think Omar is gay"... So I go to my dads house and give her the laptop and we began talking about it. She talked to her gay friends about it and because his choice of style is pretty gay, He was a girl for halloween (they said it), He had sex with me aswell as claimed to have done 2 other guys, and his family are strict mexican catholics. He is but he is hiding it... Then I heard the same thing from my mom the same day.
So i sent him another message with explaining how everything points to gay, From what i know of him he's very impressionable and adapts to different surroundings. He didn't have much to say other then "i'm straight, i like to do women"... But the women he's dated he dumped after a week. For reasons unknown...
What does everyone here think?
I cant get over him, I came out because he made me. My mom asked me why do i love him so much... It's because he made me feel like nothing else matters, Everything negative wasnt there. It was all just peaches and cream
First i'd inform everyone that I am gay.
So, Here's the story
About a year ago, My best friend at the time (Omar) fell on some hard times. As his family is the opposite of rich, His dad lived in someones garage converted into a house. His mom lives with her brother and his 4 kids in a 3 bedroom house. He has 2 other brothers... So living space was tight and he was on non speaking terms with his dad. So I allowed him to live with me for 8 months rent free as he recently lost his job. 4 months into it, I began to have feelings for him but I kept them secret, towards the end of the 5th month the feelings turned into me falling in love. at Month 7 I confessed it to him, He claimed to be Bi-sexual by the way... So we talked about doing things :wink: and ended up doing it... Then towards the end of month 7 and the beginning of month 8. He started to fall for my younger sister. The last time I seen him he had officially began dating her and packed up his things and moved to his dads garage... Sometime after moving he dumped my sister.
It has been nearly 5 months since he left and I have not gotten over it, I have dated 5 other people and have another 3 wanting to date me. But they all never work out because i'm not over him... Actually quite depressed because of it. I've done all I can do to get over him. There are times where I'll be sitting in my house doing something and a rush of sadness feels me because of him... Awhile ago I sent him a message on myspace, Pretty much confessing how i'm not over him and all that stuff. He replied with apologizing for my feelings towards him and how he aswell thought about his sexual preferance came to the conclusion he's as straight as an arrow.
I talked to my best friends girl friend about it and she said "he cant be straight, because he had sex with you" and so on. The next day my sister (his ex) sends me a AIM "Can i borrow the laptop, And i think Omar is gay"... So I go to my dads house and give her the laptop and we began talking about it. She talked to her gay friends about it and because his choice of style is pretty gay, He was a girl for halloween (they said it), He had sex with me aswell as claimed to have done 2 other guys, and his family are strict mexican catholics. He is but he is hiding it... Then I heard the same thing from my mom the same day.
So i sent him another message with explaining how everything points to gay, From what i know of him he's very impressionable and adapts to different surroundings. He didn't have much to say other then "i'm straight, i like to do women"... But the women he's dated he dumped after a week. For reasons unknown...
What does everyone here think?
I cant get over him, I came out because he made me. My mom asked me why do i love him so much... It's because he made me feel like nothing else matters, Everything negative wasnt there. It was all just peaches and cream
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