To amuse myself and to re-strengthen my will every now and then, I go without blowing my load for about a week, sometimes longer, just so I can enjoy a blowjob of unimaginable pleasure and *explode* my love-bombs in her mouth. I'm doing it now, 7 more days until I meet my fuckbuddy, a girl whose only function is to take my cock, I can't tolerate much of her personality for long. I can usually last well over half an hour during the blowjob too. Anyone else do this, or am I just fucked up?