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as i have posted here before i was diagnosed as HIV+ in february of 2005. things were going great my viral load was undetectable, my t-cells were great and now I just got some labs back and my viral load is very high and i have been very fatigue and getter sicker more easily. My doctor put me on some medication, however how it works here is i have to get an aproval from the state before i can even get my script filled i have also applied for assistance directly with the pharmicutical company. Some medications the state will pay for but others need to be aproved, and my doctor has given me some information on the medications to look over before i see him again and then i will start a regimen. I am very scared, i am not necassarily afraid of death, I am more afraid of getting sick and not being able to do much, sover the past 6 months my health has been deteriorating and things haven't been so hot, which explains why i have been so depressed. But i know i need to listen to the docs and do what they say. I also have an oppurtunity to participate in a research study for a new medication with the University here. i am still very scared and hate going through all this crap. and one more thing some advice to those of you who are negative and don't use condoms, think twice befor having unprotected sex it's not worth it, believe me when i hear of young people on here talking bout having unprotected sex i want to ring their necks, but then again we all have a choice.
So at any rate if ever am irritable or get pissed of at any of you people on here don't take it personally I just feel like hell right now and am very depressed, I might regret writing this afterwards but i feel the need to share it right now, thanks again for everyone's support and caring thoughts.
WALLY L. From Tucson,AZ
So at any rate if ever am irritable or get pissed of at any of you people on here don't take it personally I just feel like hell right now and am very depressed, I might regret writing this afterwards but i feel the need to share it right now, thanks again for everyone's support and caring thoughts.
WALLY L. From Tucson,AZ