It’s almost like gay for pay exacerbates mental issues of models...
But watching desperate straight guys force themselves to have gay sex to pay their bills gets people off, so don’t speak poorly of G4P or you’re being judgemental...
Sorry but I wanna SCREAM when I see words like "force themselves" to pay their bills. It made me wanna scream on that MTV show where one guy bemoaned about how gross it was but he had to do it he needed the money etc. They may be desperate BUT they made a choice and it was the EASY one (to them) by comparison.
I moved to LA knowing no one, rented a room from an old dude in WeHo who climbed into my bed one night and tried to rape a 19yo me and I kicked him off. He put my duffel bag with all I owned on the screen porch and locked me out and refused to give my money back.
I wound up sleeping on the floor in the garage (no water no electricity) of a guy who worked at French Market.
I thought FUK WHAT do I do??? Now I HAVE to do STR8 PORN. It'll gross me out to eat pussy and all that but WHAT else can I do???
I "guess" I could get get a job in not one but TWO restaurants take SIX buses a day (LA buses they come as often as Eclipses) and earn money THAT way.
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Which is what I did.
G4P is the easy alternative to a Big Box store or waiting tables or anything else that doesn't net you 1200-1500 a day to start.
Some of the hottest guys in the biz are G4P, and the vast majority NEVER speak ill of it OR blame it if they fuk up their lives in other ways. Most are grateful for the money and grateful for their fans. But there's no such thing as "forcing themselves" when it's an alternative they CHOSE.