I don't think it is necessarily a bad thing that you prefer big dicks. It doesn't mean that you are unhappy with your partner. And sometimes it can actually strengthen your relationship with him. A guy who was in a similar situation that you are in contacted me on line and asked if I would be willing to be a part of his boyfriends birthday present. His boyfriend loves sucking really big dick and his gift would be to have some hung guys over for his boyfriend to suck off.
I go over to his house on the birthday. Three or four other guys were there. We all stripped down, each slyly checking the other guy out and each at different stages of erections. They had us line up on the couch. It was a pretty big couch but we were still packed in pretty tightly, thigh to thigh. The birthday boy starts with the guy that was the hardest. He did love sucking cock. And it didn’t take long for the rest of us to get rock hard watching him work that first hard dick over. When our master cock sucker looks up, he just about cried he was so happy. His partner did truly pick some very fine specimens for him to work on. The birthday boy would go from dick to dick like a humming bird sucking the nectar out of spring flowers. Fortunately, I had the biggest flower, and he seemed to go back to my dick pretty regular for the nourishment he was looking for.
At this point his boyfriend brought out party favors. A silver tray filled with poppers. I tell him that I don’t usually use poppers because they give me a headache. He gave me a bottle and said try these. Wow, they worked and no headache.
One by one, an eruption would occur until there were just two of us left. Fortunately I have pretty good control of when I cum. So I am the last dick standing. I ask him if he is ready for my load. He gives a submissive nod. One last time he slides my dick down his throat. I take the back of his head and push just that little more. That is all it takes. My dick starts pulsing as I shoot my load all the way deep in his throat. He didn’t ever get to taste it. I hoped that is what he wanted with the last load of his birthday feast.
Is all I can say is what a thoughtful boyfriend. I loved how they both figured out a way to indulge the fantasies of the other. So much more healthy than hiding it. I think it can actually bring you both closer together.