Self Love

In the eighties, I managed to get a hold of parts of a sex magazine I found in the basement of an old flat in my neighbourhood. Extremely excited, I was, being young and on my way to discover erotics and sex. One pic really amazed me. A guy who was sucking his own cock.

This image stuck in my head, and I was fantasizing how it would feel to suck my own cock. Around this moment I got my first loft bed and after a few days I got this idea of making the full use of it. When I would use the low ceiling, could I get my cock close to my mouth? And how close I could get?
On one day, late afternoon, I thought let's go for it! I took off my clothes and went to bed. I put my legs over my head and got very excited! The low ceiling would help me a lot! With the help of it, I could get my cock much closer to my mouth. At first, I just could lick my cock head, but after a few minutes, stretching my lips swallowed my full cock head. I kept licking and stroking. It was mind-blowing, the sensation of having a cock in my mouth. And I could feel the both sides of it. Giving and receiving. But my mind started to resist a bit when I felt I would cum. I rolled back my legs and came hard.
Even when I did not cum in my mouth I felt a huge sensation through my body and mind. I could do something what maybe many could not do, or even had the thought about it.

The next few weeks I would repeat this when ever I could. I also noticed that trying it in the morning, it was a no-go. My back was too stiff then. So the late afternoon (daylight) or the evening would be the moments to go for it. Sometimes I would lay a mirror on the back of my legs so I could look at my self, sucking my own cock.

Then on one evening, everything changed. I was preparing my self mentally to cum into my mouth. Before that, every time, I would roll back before I came. With my legs over my head and my cock in my mouth, I started to suck and lick. Breathing was difficult, while using my legs to make thrusting moves with my cock. Damn, I was horny. After some 8 minutes, I felt the point of no return was coming. My balls started to retract and while I pushed my cock deep into my mouth, I felt the warm stream of cum coming out of my cock. My body was shivering, I was groaning heavily, and I loved the experience fully. I rolled my legs back, and had to make another decision. Spit or swallow. I chose the latter one. My cum tasted salty, but not bad at all.

There I laid in my bed. Young, unexperienced, but conquered another territory.