First off, I love human genitalia. I just think everything about a male and female's gonads is awesome. While I'm more inclined to be interested in, excited by and fascinated with larger genitals, I find small and even tiny genitals pretty neat too.
My first true encounter with pornography, and I mean I could actually "do" something about it, like masturbate to it, was a VHS of movie that had Peter North in it. He totally unloaded on this blonde, and I had never seen anything like that before. More so it was his reaction to his orgasm that was so fascinating, he really got into it (well he always did!). Made me think of my own ejaculation differently: do I shoot too? Do I cum as hard as that? I realized I didn't shoot at all, but there was a decent amount.
I really got into cumshots after that. So it wasn't just big genitalia, here, big cocks, that turned me on, it was also the volume of semen and the force of ejaculation that got me going. This new excitement for cum/cumshot made smaller penises even more interesting and exciting to me: some of the biggest blasts I've seen online are from guys under 6", sometimes maybe even 5" inches!
The more I saw as the years went on, the more I obsessed over the human orgasm. My wife, who I met while this fascination was growing, was having (and still does) these most powerful orgasms. Her pussy convulsed and ejaculated like crazy! Wow, now there are TWO kinds of ejaculation to get into!!
The more we had sex the more my orgasm expanded and after a few years I just started shooting cum out of the blue. It has always been hit or miss (ha!) if it's going to shoot out or not. What this learning and experiential process made me do was get really into semen and everything its about. I've been able to grow my load as the last 20 years have progressed and now I produce more than I can imagine, and the force of my ejaculation is extreme to say the least.
I also got into prostate stimulation 15 years ago and in doing so, I wind up milking my prostate onto myself as I lay on my back. I also cum all over myself at the end of prostate sessions. I thought the first few times I did that I'd be like "icky" or something, but it actually was so liberating and made me start accepting my body and my sexuality more than ever before.
Lastly, my wife is totally into my jizz! She's always been a swallower since day 1 and prefers me shooting off on her body than me finishing inside. I cum harder when I pull out, and she knows it and wants it that way. My load is so big in her that she normally gets bladder infections. Due to my cumming on her, my interest in cumshots grew even more.
One last comment from personal experience: I honestly can't say that when I shoot, and actually get to see, a big strong rope-laden load that my orgasm is stronger than when I don't shoot; or when the volume is smaller during shooting or just dribbling, that my orgasm is stronger or not. I sometimes have the most powerful Os when I barely cum at all and don't shoot. Likewise, my biggest strongest shots feel like they tear a hole through my body, but the orgasm that follows sometimes, while strong, isn't as strong as the sensation I had during ejaculation (I ejaculate for a second or two, then my orgasm jackhammers me as I continue expelling semen). Sometimes my wife will say "Wow, big shot! How was the O?" and I reply, "the cumshot felt stronger and better than the O?!"
Strange stuff this semen business! I'll never stop trying to "get down to the bottom of it."
My first true encounter with pornography, and I mean I could actually "do" something about it, like masturbate to it, was a VHS of movie that had Peter North in it. He totally unloaded on this blonde, and I had never seen anything like that before. More so it was his reaction to his orgasm that was so fascinating, he really got into it (well he always did!). Made me think of my own ejaculation differently: do I shoot too? Do I cum as hard as that? I realized I didn't shoot at all, but there was a decent amount.
I really got into cumshots after that. So it wasn't just big genitalia, here, big cocks, that turned me on, it was also the volume of semen and the force of ejaculation that got me going. This new excitement for cum/cumshot made smaller penises even more interesting and exciting to me: some of the biggest blasts I've seen online are from guys under 6", sometimes maybe even 5" inches!
The more I saw as the years went on, the more I obsessed over the human orgasm. My wife, who I met while this fascination was growing, was having (and still does) these most powerful orgasms. Her pussy convulsed and ejaculated like crazy! Wow, now there are TWO kinds of ejaculation to get into!!
The more we had sex the more my orgasm expanded and after a few years I just started shooting cum out of the blue. It has always been hit or miss (ha!) if it's going to shoot out or not. What this learning and experiential process made me do was get really into semen and everything its about. I've been able to grow my load as the last 20 years have progressed and now I produce more than I can imagine, and the force of my ejaculation is extreme to say the least.
I also got into prostate stimulation 15 years ago and in doing so, I wind up milking my prostate onto myself as I lay on my back. I also cum all over myself at the end of prostate sessions. I thought the first few times I did that I'd be like "icky" or something, but it actually was so liberating and made me start accepting my body and my sexuality more than ever before.
Lastly, my wife is totally into my jizz! She's always been a swallower since day 1 and prefers me shooting off on her body than me finishing inside. I cum harder when I pull out, and she knows it and wants it that way. My load is so big in her that she normally gets bladder infections. Due to my cumming on her, my interest in cumshots grew even more.
One last comment from personal experience: I honestly can't say that when I shoot, and actually get to see, a big strong rope-laden load that my orgasm is stronger than when I don't shoot; or when the volume is smaller during shooting or just dribbling, that my orgasm is stronger or not. I sometimes have the most powerful Os when I barely cum at all and don't shoot. Likewise, my biggest strongest shots feel like they tear a hole through my body, but the orgasm that follows sometimes, while strong, isn't as strong as the sensation I had during ejaculation (I ejaculate for a second or two, then my orgasm jackhammers me as I continue expelling semen). Sometimes my wife will say "Wow, big shot! How was the O?" and I reply, "the cumshot felt stronger and better than the O?!"
Strange stuff this semen business! I'll never stop trying to "get down to the bottom of it."
