There are times I've been anxious or depressed in my life during which I've used sex as a temporary pick-me-up. I don't think that's a bad thing. I realize that I still use an orgasm as a way to make my body feel good, even if I'm not particularly horny. I don't drink or take drugs, I eat a healthy diet, I don't enjoy sitting around and watching TV. So I'll go and jerk off a quick one just for the great boredom-relieving treat that it is. I also enjoy sex with others, in part because of the esteem boost I get from other people experiencing my cock (I don't mean that to sound conceited; most people I'm with have comments about how it looks or feels). I guess sex is one of the most powerful things I have available to get me out of my head. For instance, I've had a few really, really tough weeks in a row ... work stuff, family stuff, lots of stuff I haven't dealt with before. Now it's Saturday morning, and I'm alone (my son is sleeping late in his bedroom). I already jerked off once this morning, and now I'm probably about to go back and do it again. I have other things I really should be doing, but I just feel that I want and deserve another orgasm!