With all the buildup of penis size by society (in porn, in penis enlargement ads, in literature and erotic art throughout history, in talk among those who have experienced the thrill of hung partners, etc.), I wonder how many others, like me, have found it all but impossible to enjoy sex with a well endowed male partner the first and often even the second time you have sex with them.
I always found that I was much too nervous, too worried about whether he would like me enough, whether I was "worthy", whether I would do what he liked the way he liked it enough to see him again after the first time or two, and always felt so WOWed by the fact that I had finally found someone hung that I could take a try at a relatinship with, that I inevitably became tongue-tied, over-self conscious, and even had trouble performing sexually. In short, I wanted the experience TOO much.
It is always complicated by uncertainties about whether he will really appreciate being appreciated for his endowment or feel offended that you put any special attention onto it. If you are really sensitive to his feelings, you can't let loose with expressing certain feelings directly right away, until you have had a chance to kind of feel each other out a bit sexually. You don't want to turn him off, and sometimes things that would really resonate with one person would hurt another's feelings.
In every case, I felt that if only we could get to a third time, I would feel relaxed enough to "make beautiful music together," but often after being so awkward the first time or two, it seldom reached that point. Have others here had that experience?
I always found that I was much too nervous, too worried about whether he would like me enough, whether I was "worthy", whether I would do what he liked the way he liked it enough to see him again after the first time or two, and always felt so WOWed by the fact that I had finally found someone hung that I could take a try at a relatinship with, that I inevitably became tongue-tied, over-self conscious, and even had trouble performing sexually. In short, I wanted the experience TOO much.
It is always complicated by uncertainties about whether he will really appreciate being appreciated for his endowment or feel offended that you put any special attention onto it. If you are really sensitive to his feelings, you can't let loose with expressing certain feelings directly right away, until you have had a chance to kind of feel each other out a bit sexually. You don't want to turn him off, and sometimes things that would really resonate with one person would hurt another's feelings.
In every case, I felt that if only we could get to a third time, I would feel relaxed enough to "make beautiful music together," but often after being so awkward the first time or two, it seldom reached that point. Have others here had that experience?