Several of my partners , over the years , were victims of sexual assault . One in particular , took a savage beating from her then husband , in front of dinner guests , which included several males . None of them did a damn thing to help her . Black eyes , eye socket fractures , four lost teeth , broken jaw , two fractured ribs , and severe bruising all over her body , from repeated kicking while she was on the floor . Two weeks in hospital , and months of recuperation , healed the physical injuries , but the mental scars took much , much longer , and probably continue at some level , today . She was a woman of great beauty , in a Whole woman sense . An upright person in every regard , placid by nature , kind , and imbued with a remarkable generosity of spirit . It's fair to say that i adored her , but , as i have posted elsewhere , at time in my life , i was in full on self destruct mode , and she wasn't in the market for that . I wish , with every shred of my being , that i had been there to help her ( he disappeared and i could not find him ), and to take this low life piece of shit out , but then she would have had to talk to me through bars . Unfortunately , there is a very dark place in my character that is not attractive at all , but that is reserved for vermin like him , and any other piece of human garbage that gets off on hurting people . Scum of the earth , nuff said !