Hey guys. This is the first time I'm starting a new topic here and I'd like to hear what you guys have to say about the following questions that I have in my mind....
To start off, I'm 18 this year and I'm Singaporean Chinese.
I decided to be even more conscious of my reactions to guys after chatting with shybiguy and this is what I have to say about the observations of my feelings.
Today, 18th March 2010, I made a trip to a garden in Singapore with my family and thereafter went to a nearby shopping mall. Then I took a train to return home after that. Throughout my outing and throughout the past year, I realise I find more guys attractive than females... That also applies to caucasian guys. I just don't know why. As long as they are slim, pretty tall, muscular(a plus), I find them sooooo hot. When I see those guys walk past me or standing next to me or in front of me, I squirm internally with blood surging through my veins.
Oh yes. I'd also like to hear what you guys think of homosexuality. Does having a physical, sexual and emotional attraction qualify me as a homosexual/ bisexual(I have sexual attractions for females too but I find hot guys hotter than hot females lol) And no, I'm not trying to label myself I just wanna understand the perspectives of you guys on this Seriously. I really wanna enjoy this process of discovering myself so that I'll really be true to myself.
About gay porn...I basically watched them and noticed how I react to them in the videos... the following is what I have to say:
Since the start of my puberty, I've always enjoyed watching guys stroking their cocks on cam... no doubt. Also, I would spend hours looking at the bodies of hot, muscled men. Sometimes, that would make me sooo raging hard and that hardon remains there as long as I continue looking as those pics.
When I looked at to college roommates enjoying sex today, that was a massive turn ON. When they starting kissing and stroking each other's bodies oooo. I got such a hardon and my whole body started flushing, heart started palpitating. Damn. And when those guys whipped out their above-average cocks, Yes, I did have the urge to stroke those beautiful balls and cock, suck it and make them squeal in gratification. Anal sex seemed pretty hot too except the fact that I don't like being bottom. I guess it's just a matter of time that I'll accept it huh? I think that rimming really is disgusting... I can't imagine sticking and flicking my tongue around the shithole....lol...
Sorry for making this message soo erotic as I am merely trying to describe those feelings I had.
So what do you guys think of this?
Another questions I've always had in my mind is:
What makes a real man? (This question goes out to all the really mature men out there)
And after reading this post, what do you think of my sexuality? I'm not trying to label myself but I wanna see where I'm headed towards.
If possible, use the sexuality spectrum as prescribed in LPSG thanks everyone!
If I do indeed consider the implications of living with a man next time and forgo the responsibilities that a man seemingly should have, (having a family, children, being the breadwinner of a family etc), will that mean I'm less of a man?
Thanks Guys!
Hope to hear from you all
To start off, I'm 18 this year and I'm Singaporean Chinese.
I decided to be even more conscious of my reactions to guys after chatting with shybiguy and this is what I have to say about the observations of my feelings.
Today, 18th March 2010, I made a trip to a garden in Singapore with my family and thereafter went to a nearby shopping mall. Then I took a train to return home after that. Throughout my outing and throughout the past year, I realise I find more guys attractive than females... That also applies to caucasian guys. I just don't know why. As long as they are slim, pretty tall, muscular(a plus), I find them sooooo hot. When I see those guys walk past me or standing next to me or in front of me, I squirm internally with blood surging through my veins.
Oh yes. I'd also like to hear what you guys think of homosexuality. Does having a physical, sexual and emotional attraction qualify me as a homosexual/ bisexual(I have sexual attractions for females too but I find hot guys hotter than hot females lol) And no, I'm not trying to label myself I just wanna understand the perspectives of you guys on this Seriously. I really wanna enjoy this process of discovering myself so that I'll really be true to myself.
About gay porn...I basically watched them and noticed how I react to them in the videos... the following is what I have to say:
Since the start of my puberty, I've always enjoyed watching guys stroking their cocks on cam... no doubt. Also, I would spend hours looking at the bodies of hot, muscled men. Sometimes, that would make me sooo raging hard and that hardon remains there as long as I continue looking as those pics.
When I looked at to college roommates enjoying sex today, that was a massive turn ON. When they starting kissing and stroking each other's bodies oooo. I got such a hardon and my whole body started flushing, heart started palpitating. Damn. And when those guys whipped out their above-average cocks, Yes, I did have the urge to stroke those beautiful balls and cock, suck it and make them squeal in gratification. Anal sex seemed pretty hot too except the fact that I don't like being bottom. I guess it's just a matter of time that I'll accept it huh? I think that rimming really is disgusting... I can't imagine sticking and flicking my tongue around the shithole....lol...
Sorry for making this message soo erotic as I am merely trying to describe those feelings I had.
So what do you guys think of this?
Another questions I've always had in my mind is:
What makes a real man? (This question goes out to all the really mature men out there)
And after reading this post, what do you think of my sexuality? I'm not trying to label myself but I wanna see where I'm headed towards.
If possible, use the sexuality spectrum as prescribed in LPSG thanks everyone!
If I do indeed consider the implications of living with a man next time and forgo the responsibilities that a man seemingly should have, (having a family, children, being the breadwinner of a family etc), will that mean I'm less of a man?
Thanks Guys!
Hope to hear from you all