i've known him for the last 10 years. We got engaged 3 years ago and about 3 months after that I broke it off. I got so scared of committing to him even though we'd know each other 7 years. He was my first and to date he's the biggest i've ever known, but that's besides the point. He was my first love, but we broke up because I was terrified of making such an important life long commitment to him at the time. I was only 25 and I felt too young to get married. I now feel ready to make that commitment to him. And I know he will take me back if I ask but i'm scared that he will never trust me again. I've been with 2 other men since we broke up but none of them serious. the sex was crap with them. I miss him terribly and I want him back. But i'm still scared. Should we get back together? What if he doesn't trust me any more? what if my fear of commitment comes back? Very confused here. What do you guys think?