Hello. I'm not quite sure what to make of this site. Kinda wierd, not in a bad way, just surprised it exists I guess. Anyways, I came across this site a few days ago and though it might be an good place to seek some help. I hope this isn't terribly out of the scope of this forum, while browsing this site I did find a couple links to other sites (thunderpalace and emasurection) and maybe this question would be more suited there. Anyways, here's my deal. Once I finished growing, I had an above-average sized penis, I'd say it was 7 and three quarters long depending on the erection, maybe a bit bigger when flexed it. I have no idea about girth cause I never meassured it that way, but it was/is relativly thin. So, long story short, a couple years ago, for lack of a better term, a bunch of shit happened in my life, school trouble that ended with me dropping out, money and job stuff, a long-drawn out breakup of a long term relationship etc etc. Anyways, I got quite stressed then very depressed and was depressed for a good while (like a year at least). During this time sex was of no interest to me, and I never really got 'normal' 'throughout the day' type erections, I jerked off less and when I did, jerk off and stuff I only really did it out of routine, and when I did it I did it pretty "soft". So as I got out of my 'funk', I starter getting hard ons again, but they were a lot smaller, and sometimes they felt almost painful, like my dick was tied back. Now I'm better than I was, but my dick now when fully erect is only like 6 1/2 to maybe 6/3/4 inches long. It's really bothering me. I know that it's not all that important, but I think it shows thats something was wrong with me and i'm worried it will keep shrinking. Plus, it was one of my only real above average feature, I'm way too thin and not buff at all, I'm super shy and have trouble talking to people. It's not like I was at all confident before, but it was a little easier (like knowing girls would be impressed and stuff). Besides this I'm in pretty good health, no real problems. Don't know ifit matters but I have a tiny birth mark thingy on my (penis) head, and my parents didn't have me circumcised. I've done some interent searching, but found lots of BS and penis enlargement ads, one site looked kinda real, and the guy on it had a bit daying if you don;t use your dick it shrinks, but I don't trust it 100% because he was selling herbal viagra stuff. As you can imagine, it's sorta a hard thing to talk about or get help with. Sorry to make the long post, and if I'm barking up the wrong tree here sorry. just wondering if anyone here's experienced this, or if you'd hear of this or if it was common. Sorry to ask such a long crazy question, and sorry if this isn't shit you cover here. I felt really weird writing it and spilling my guts to strangers, but I've kinda been lurking and reading some posts here the past couple days and that lulled me into a (false?) sense of security. Anyways, sorry about the dumb question.