Hi all First post on here. As you can tell by my name i dont have a huge penis, or even average size penis. From an early age I noticed as i was different to other lads but never really let it get to me, but it was not untill a night with two girls and 3 lads that made me think more about my small manhood. Basically i was on a lads end of season football tour where we went away abroad and played a few games ans also had a holiday. After a few days, we sort of split into groups and i was going out with the same 2 lads and on one night we spotted these two girls who kept glancing over to us, and after a bit we ended up going over, introducing ourselves and then going out with them for the duration of that night . next thing we knew they were coming back to our apartment, and it wasnt long before it turned quite sexual. The 2 lads i was with were quite cheeky, and asked the girls if they would give us oral sex, but i was quite surprised when they said get it out then!!!! I should of known better as the 2 lads i was with were black and i knew they were well endowed but i thought what the hell its a bit of fun. This is where it went downhill. From when they got it out you could tell the girls were in awe. from how they held it, to how they could rub and suck it at the same time!!! and then came my turn, it was just totally different. I hate to talk like this but watching them how they couldnt get much in there mouths and rubbing and sucking at the same time and when the one girl came to mine it was like hold it with two fingers!!!!!! I should of walked out there and then, but i thought that would look just as bad. After about 5 minutes the one lad i was with asked if she wanted sex, before i knew it i was watching a small girl trying to fit this lad inside her. I got to admit ive never seen a girl produce so much cum on his penis, but she must of been liking it so much, then suddenly my friend pulled out and looked at me to go over. She gave me a look as to say, come on then so as i went to put it in, as i looked down i could see her vaginal lips was still open from her having sex so when i started, even i admit, there was just no feeling there. After about 30 seconds of having sex,and this is the bit that will stop with me for along time, she said "honey you should of really gone first, let your friend come back over and ill let you cum over me at the end". Now the reason i write on here is that i often hear girls say size does not matter etc etc. but from that night it clearly did. I have had other things happen to me to which also backs this up So i look back on that night and think should she have not said what she did, or do you think its right that she was totally honest with me. And also if any of your bfs, or lovers asked you about there size and how they compare to ex bf, are you totally honest with them.