Size Impact On Gay Relationships

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So I was never self conscience growing up or when I was with girls early in my sexual life. I’m 7.5”x5.5”.

Since I started dating guys and discovering more well endowed guys my self esteem has dropped. I have only been with a few guys bigger than me. One of which was only thicker but bragged having a bigger penis. I had no problem moving on from them or hurt by there comments.

One Ex I can’t get over who was 9”. He’s really skinny and 5 years younger would never bottom and so of course I did. That was always a problem in our relationship and a power dynamic I hated. I feel If I bottom, I want to top as well. We broke it off eventually and have spent the last 7 years randomly slipping into to each other DMs but haven’t actually hung out in forever. I can’t move on from him and it’s driving me crazy, I know deep down he’s toxic, possibly narcissistic. It feels like he only messages me every now and then to get me say I miss him and that’s it. I feel Dickmatized lol. I have never had an ex make me feel like this, I don’t know if it’s that never got to top him which would have made me feel like it was even and fair. I hate feeling subordinate to this dude, any advice would be welcome.
 
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It sounds like less an issue with size and more an issue with how he treated you. He isn’t valuing you more than using you the way he wants to when fucking. This would be true even if he was 7in instead of 9in. You know he is toxic so stay away.