- 7"24,
So I was never self conscience growing up or when I was with girls early in my sexual life. I’m 7.5”x5.5”.
Since I started dating guys and discovering more well endowed guys my self esteem has dropped. I have only been with a few guys bigger than me. One of which was only thicker but bragged having a bigger penis. I had no problem moving on from them or hurt by there comments.
One Ex I can’t get over who was 9”. He’s really skinny and 5 years younger would never bottom and so of course I did. That was always a problem in our relationship and a power dynamic I hated. I feel If I bottom, I want to top as well. We broke it off eventually and have spent the last 7 years randomly slipping into to each other DMs but haven’t actually hung out in forever. I can’t move on from him and it’s driving me crazy, I know deep down he’s toxic, possibly narcissistic. It feels like he only messages me every now and then to get me say I miss him and that’s it. I feel Dickmatized lol. I have never had an ex make me feel like this, I don’t know if it’s that never got to top him which would have made me feel like it was even and fair. I hate feeling subordinate to this dude, any advice would be welcome.
Since I started dating guys and discovering more well endowed guys my self esteem has dropped. I have only been with a few guys bigger than me. One of which was only thicker but bragged having a bigger penis. I had no problem moving on from them or hurt by there comments.
One Ex I can’t get over who was 9”. He’s really skinny and 5 years younger would never bottom and so of course I did. That was always a problem in our relationship and a power dynamic I hated. I feel If I bottom, I want to top as well. We broke it off eventually and have spent the last 7 years randomly slipping into to each other DMs but haven’t actually hung out in forever. I can’t move on from him and it’s driving me crazy, I know deep down he’s toxic, possibly narcissistic. It feels like he only messages me every now and then to get me say I miss him and that’s it. I feel Dickmatized lol. I have never had an ex make me feel like this, I don’t know if it’s that never got to top him which would have made me feel like it was even and fair. I hate feeling subordinate to this dude, any advice would be welcome.