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By the time I reached maturity I had realized my penis was the small side of average at best. Soft I am not super small but again the small side of average. How did that impact me? Well, I am 100% straight but I would sometimes look at other guys in the shower or similar places of public exposure and mentally compare usually with some recognition that the other guy(s) were better equipped in terms of their penis. Did it bother me? Yes, but not like an obsession. Nevertheless, I would often avoid exposure in settings like locker rooms, camp ground public showers, etc.

I was of average build and maybe with my smaller penis size as a motivator, I thought I could make my physique much better and attractive to women. At that time or at a young age, I only had a few casual dates and did not have sexual experience yet. Honestly, I can’t be sure retrospectively about all the motivations but I do think self-consciousness did have some involvement.

Over the course of about 8 months I really built my body becoming thin, defined, and muscular. Feeling more confident, I became more relaxed about myself. At the gym male locker room they had a steam room where many guys would relax after showering. I remember the first time, I decided to use it, and I did pay attention to how I was looking and glances from other guys. I felt and strolled naked with much more confident. What most guys know is that in warmer temperatures your ball sack can relax. When I stood up, my balls were big and swung as they are above average (although I never gave that much thought). But, perhaps combined with my average/small penis can look impressive. A guy actually one time commented softly saying, “Hey man, you got a pair of balls on you.” Now don’t get me wrong they are not overly huge or silicone, but they are big. I was shocked that a guy would comment and stammered “thanks” and quickly left a bit scared of him to quickly dress at my locker. Inwardly, though I had a certain pride now on my body and started paying more attention to the knowledge that at least I had big balls. I had never really given it much thought but now started visually comparing myself in the balls department with other guys and definitely was better endowed for that area than most. Plus, as I said, with a somewhat small soft penis, that only made my ball sack look even bigger.

With my new found confidence, I started dating more and finally had a girlfriend (we met at the gym) where we would make out. I felt like there was a real chance we might eventually have sex. However, I was also a bit intimidated as I learned from our conversations she was sexually experienced. I did wonder would she find my penis satisfactory. What made it worse was an incident that occurred.

I lived in a large Texas city and there was a local dress style to have a longer belt and loop the extra into itself so it hung down the leg (rather than snaking along the loops of the pants).It did have a phallic look of course which maybe that was the idea. I copied this as well but my belt wasn’t really that long, so the part hanging down wasn’t that much. I remember being in a line to buy bottled water at the gym with my girlfriend and there were two black guys who I would often see working out ahead of us who also wore their belts that way. Their belts were long enough to hang down their leg. They were joking with each other obviously pretending that their long belts were their penis. We did know each other slightly and one of them turned around to me and with his finger “flicked” the little extra part of my belt so it bobbed some and they both laughed and said, “White.”. I laughed along to play it off but it was really humiliating in front of my girlfriend. She also chuckled and it made me wonder about her thoughts on penis size. Finally after a few months of dating, her parents had gone out of town and the opportunity presented itself to have sex.

I recall taking our time with a lot of kissing and rubbing but of course I was anxious in both an excited way and equally fearful on how she would evaluate me. Finally the moment came as we both started stripping down. We laid side-by-side naked not really looking at one another’s bodies except kissing and facing each other. I then felt her hand reach down to grasp my penis. I was already fully erect and I studied her face to see if there was any disappointment. I couldn’t tell. She then moved her hand down and cupped my balls and her eyes opened wide and she quickly moved down to look and suck. “Are you planning on having a lot of babies” she jokingly laughed, and then added, “You got a real handful” as she tugged on my balls. She stayed down in that area and did a lot of touching and sucking but of my balls pretty much leaving my penis alone. It felt great though and I almost came despite her hardly touching my penis. I really had to control myself so we would have intercourse and finally she moved back up into a 69 position on top of me. So, now I was smothered with her pussy in my face while she started sucking my cock now. I had to quickly stop her or I knew I would cum. I could feel her sliding a condom onto my cock. She then moved around and staying on top sank easily down on my 5”. She moved up and down while I just laid there although there was not much reaction on her part. After a minute or two, she suggested that we change to the missionary position. I started fucking her that way and really had no idea if she was enjoying our sex or not. She sort of just laid there. Finally, she looked at me and said, “You’ve got to fuck me harder.” So, I started trying to fuck her back and forth more vigorously and I could hear my balls slapping against her. She smiled and said, “Man those balls are hitting me, I love it.” I couldn’t help it, her telling me that had me instantly cumming.

Once the sex was over and we were relaxing in bed, my uncertainly about everything forced me to ask her how it was. She laughed and said, “Fine, you are certainly a real masculine man.” I didn’t want to ask specifically about my size though. We lay silently and then she reached down and grasped my balls in her right hand gently pulling and said, “I liked the feel of these.” To both our utter surprise, I started to grow erect by her talk and pulling. “You are kidding” she looked at me. “I guess these big balls hold a lot” she laughed. Apparently, she didn’t want to be fucked again, and just played with my cock and balls until I came again although there was not much cum this time.

We dated for about a year and then things ended when she moved. Our sex life was fine and there never was a complaint about my penis size. However, I did ask her several times about it, and one time she said well if it was 2" longer it would be perfect so you don't have that much to worry about. To this day I don't know if she was being serious or imagined that was a compliment.

A discussion that occurred amongst a couple of my guy friends after she and I had split did cause me inner concern. There were three guys that I was friendly with as part of a bowling league. We also all knew another guy who was sort of nerdy that was part of another bowling group. Bowling and drinking beer go hand in hand. So, by the end of the games, everyone is relaxed and then sometimes we all go into this little bar at the alley to have some cocktails. One guy started talking about his girlfriend saying that she had said the average sized penis is the best. We laughed and one guy commented “So you are saying you are average?” He replied, “Honestly, I am about 7” which I think is good.” I said “They say the average is 6” so yes you pass the test” laughing. But, I knew that mine was well below 7” and he had probably a good 2” on me if telling the truth. Another of the group laughingly said, “Well guys like to exaggerate anyway and if you are less than 6” you should probably lie about it. The way he confidently said it made me feel he must be of a decent size to make such a comment. Unknowingly to all of them these comments completely applied to me. It made me feel like his girlfriend would not ever find me satisfactory. So, my complex about my size pretty much returned.

My next real girlfriend that eventually led to a sexual relationship is now my wife. Again, with her my big balls are considered a plus by her, so it was the right match.

I know it will sound crazy but how it all happened where the situation presented itself for us to have sex the first time occurred from a joke. We had kind of informally dated off and on for a few months. Actually, we both worked for the same company which was how we first met. So we knew each other longer than just the dating. Sometimes during the day I would go to her house for lunch as we both worked in the field and not in an office all the time. We would flirt with each other a lot. So, one day, as prearranged, I stopped at her small home. She had a big dog, kind of a mutt, but that dog would always jump on me to play anytime I stopped by. I know this is not going to sound real but it was. The dog was male and this particular day I made a joke about that she should put underwear on him because his balls were big and would flop on me when he jumped up on me. She laughed in return and said, “Well if you have a pair of balls like that, come on” smiling and pointing her head to the bedroom. “Maybe I do” I laughed. I knew she had made her comment as a joke in response but there was an awkward silence. Had I stepped over the line I wondered, but felt I had to double down on her comment and call her bluff? “If I am lying you can kick me out? I said. I decided to be a little aggressive. I got up, walked over to her and took her hand and walked her to the bedroom. I quickly started to strip watching her to see any reaction. The heat of this moment was intense as she sat down right in front of me on the bed. I did not want to be erect and fought any feeling because I wanted her to see my balls and not judge my cock size. Thus, I did this all very quickly. I stripped off my pants, shoes and then quickly pulled down my underwear right in front of her. She stared and reached out and held my balls in her hand. “OK, you were not lying” bouncing them in her hand and like weighing them. She moved away but lay down on the bed pretty much non-verbally signaling for me to get next to her. I took off my shirt, got in the bed and faced her. She kicked off her shoes, and very quickly stripped too. I went down on her and she was very responsive. We proceeded to fuck without much more preliminaries. She never made another comment that first time but the ice was broken.

Over time, as our sexual encounters increased she told me about a former lover who had a much larger penis. She shared that he was nowhere near the man I was and felt my masculinity was represented by having large testicles. It did leave me with mixed feelings but she sometimes would almost like worship my balls during foreplay spending a lot of time sucking and massaging them. Sometimes, she would actually say, “I just love these” while holding them. She was the perfect mate for me and we did marry.

Now, do I secretly wish I had the penis size to match having large balls? Definitely! But, at least some part of my male anatomy is impressive.
 

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Could describe me: "all potatoes, no meat." I have had a couple buddies compliment me on the size of my balls; for some strange reason, not many women, though.