Metalhead8585
Sexy Member
I’m in the same boat sort of. I’m on the short side of what would be considered “average” I guess at just a tick under 6 inches.I've been embaressed a lot, bad comments, jokes.. IIthink i feel better since i have sexualize that issue. I feel more comfortable, I'm now into sph (not saying it's a good alternative for alls, it's just the way i choose)
I had never really thought of myself as having a small cock until an ex told me that I was tiny compared to the guy she was with before me. I sexualized it, the thought of her with a huge cock seemed amazing. We got into some dirty talk about cuckolding, and she would even tell me about how small I am while we had sex, I bought her a dildo that we used a few times though she didn’t really seem into it so that stopped.
My next relationship was with a girl who was even kinkier with using toys, but completely refused to engage in any sph or cuck type stuff.
When I met my wife, she did the typical woman thing, telling me that I was big and that she’s never had anyone bigger ect.. Finally one night we got into a drunken dispute and she started spilling the beans
“I’ve fucked guys way bigger than you..you happy now? That’s the truth, your dick is barely average” She went on to pull her 9in dildo out and tell me about how much she loved big cocks and about how amazing one in particular was.
This went on a few times over about a year, she would agree to fuck someone else but then go back on it...
It seemed like the whole thing hurt our sex life together for a while which is why I’ve let it go and decided to not press the issue, yet I still feel like I want this to happen. Not sure if it’s because my perceived inadequacies remain or if it’s just a fantasy that has been unfulfilled.