I am struggling with my sexuality at 40+ years old. I have been married for 8 years now to a great gal who loves to fuck - and I mean everything. I love to eat her pussy, feel her warm pussy and she has great orgasms with me deep in her ass. But I love to suck cock and sometimes bend over myself. I am confused!!! No-she doesnt know and would be mortified to find out, so that adds to my struggle. Anyone else feel this way?