...and yet I keep my LPSG. I'll probably keep it forever.
Not that I'm any less of a hornball or that I've given up on porn...but those sort of social interactions that I took part in on those sites were getting out of hand...out of control. I was feeling a need for something real that I just wasn't getting there and so I took a very long hiatus from those sites and yesterday while talking to a female friend (who knew about those sites) we decided that it'd probably be best for me to close them down.
This isn't to say that in the future I wont create a new xtube or xpeeps, but as it stood it just...wasn't me anymore. The image that was portrayed of who I was...wasn't me. I have a problem with doing anything if I feel like it isn't me anymore.
For that reason I deleted those accounts. I have things posted on NudeAfrica and maybe even other sites, but most of it I have no control over. My pictures will (of course) stay up here. While I haven't been on LPSG much lately, I always fondly remember it for the intellectual (or lack there of) conversation and participation by the members of the board. I feel like I have something personal vested into this site, that I didn't have in those other sites. I've been around LPSG since about 2000/2001 when I was underage and in High School. I left and always end up coming back.
So I said all of this to say...MAKE ME MODERATOR...no, I kid, I kid. I don't think I want the burden of that responsibility. However, I just wanted to say thank you LPSG for being LPSG.
I've obviously never done a thread like this before and probably never will again, lol. I'm not leaving, no. I'll be around, but my job keeps me busy as such that I probably wouldn't have too much time to post everything. But, you all better believe that I still have many stories to tell...some that I'd like to take the time to tell now, but I have a spades game to attend at 7PM and still have to go get some food beforehand, lol.
Hmmm...I bet some people are wondering, why am I doing something like this...most of the people who frequent this board either know me off bat, or don't know me at all. I think this may have something to do with the fact that I am approaching (on Sunday) 24...I'm seeing things with so much new clarity. It's...very enlightening. I can't explain it. However, I'm still very much a kid at heart. Just bought some Power Ranger Zords (lol) and Mega Man 9 for my PS3 (w00t).
For fear that I'll continue to blab, I'm leaving now. Until next time...(probably in a day or so.)
Playa In Da 336 (that's the correct way to say it)
P.S. - I may want to change my name soon...any mods/admins want to help me out with that?
Not that I'm any less of a hornball or that I've given up on porn...but those sort of social interactions that I took part in on those sites were getting out of hand...out of control. I was feeling a need for something real that I just wasn't getting there and so I took a very long hiatus from those sites and yesterday while talking to a female friend (who knew about those sites) we decided that it'd probably be best for me to close them down.
This isn't to say that in the future I wont create a new xtube or xpeeps, but as it stood it just...wasn't me anymore. The image that was portrayed of who I was...wasn't me. I have a problem with doing anything if I feel like it isn't me anymore.
For that reason I deleted those accounts. I have things posted on NudeAfrica and maybe even other sites, but most of it I have no control over. My pictures will (of course) stay up here. While I haven't been on LPSG much lately, I always fondly remember it for the intellectual (or lack there of) conversation and participation by the members of the board. I feel like I have something personal vested into this site, that I didn't have in those other sites. I've been around LPSG since about 2000/2001 when I was underage and in High School. I left and always end up coming back.
So I said all of this to say...MAKE ME MODERATOR...no, I kid, I kid. I don't think I want the burden of that responsibility. However, I just wanted to say thank you LPSG for being LPSG.
I've obviously never done a thread like this before and probably never will again, lol. I'm not leaving, no. I'll be around, but my job keeps me busy as such that I probably wouldn't have too much time to post everything. But, you all better believe that I still have many stories to tell...some that I'd like to take the time to tell now, but I have a spades game to attend at 7PM and still have to go get some food beforehand, lol.
Hmmm...I bet some people are wondering, why am I doing something like this...most of the people who frequent this board either know me off bat, or don't know me at all. I think this may have something to do with the fact that I am approaching (on Sunday) 24...I'm seeing things with so much new clarity. It's...very enlightening. I can't explain it. However, I'm still very much a kid at heart. Just bought some Power Ranger Zords (lol) and Mega Man 9 for my PS3 (w00t).
For fear that I'll continue to blab, I'm leaving now. Until next time...(probably in a day or so.)
Playa In Da 336 (that's the correct way to say it)
P.S. - I may want to change my name soon...any mods/admins want to help me out with that?
