i know that i have a couple personality kinks that i have to work out first before I look for a boyfriend but personality aside.... Am I Ugly? Like I'm breaking out a bit from recent work related stress but in all honesty. Am i ugly?
i feel like I'm not even getting noticed anymore. Like I really hate being alone more than anything and I know I've written a thread about this before but it's really starting to get to me.
Like i went on a blind date with my co-workers brother and after five minutes he said he wasn't interested. i mean like literal five minutes.
Like I know I'm a nice guy. i love riding my bike, and going camping. I love shopping and looking for antiques. i give money to charity and i volunteer.
I'm not even looking for abs or a guy with lots of money. I just want someone i can laugh with and maybe watch a movie with. Go on a long bike ride. whatever.
For those who have come to know me from my post and all... is it me? Am I horrible person?
i know i may look extremely pathetic right now but I guess I'm just venting.
Like i know that people say that don't look for it, it'll come to you. but they never tell you how you should feel when all around you, you see happy couples everywhere. All i do now is wake up, go to work, go home and sleep. i don;t even have the energy to go out anymore and i definitely don't have the money since I'm saving up so i can move out.
And this has nothing to do with Valentines day because i never really cared for that day even when i was still with my ex. so don't think that i feel this way because of that.
I'm just feeling very low since that last date. Anyways i just posted a pic to figure out how i feel about myself.
i feel like I'm not even getting noticed anymore. Like I really hate being alone more than anything and I know I've written a thread about this before but it's really starting to get to me.
Like i went on a blind date with my co-workers brother and after five minutes he said he wasn't interested. i mean like literal five minutes.
Like I know I'm a nice guy. i love riding my bike, and going camping. I love shopping and looking for antiques. i give money to charity and i volunteer.
I'm not even looking for abs or a guy with lots of money. I just want someone i can laugh with and maybe watch a movie with. Go on a long bike ride. whatever.
For those who have come to know me from my post and all... is it me? Am I horrible person?
i know i may look extremely pathetic right now but I guess I'm just venting.
Like i know that people say that don't look for it, it'll come to you. but they never tell you how you should feel when all around you, you see happy couples everywhere. All i do now is wake up, go to work, go home and sleep. i don;t even have the energy to go out anymore and i definitely don't have the money since I'm saving up so i can move out.
And this has nothing to do with Valentines day because i never really cared for that day even when i was still with my ex. so don't think that i feel this way because of that.
I'm just feeling very low since that last date. Anyways i just posted a pic to figure out how i feel about myself.
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