I ultimetly come to the conclussion what I say has a real offensiveness to it, and understandably. They are horrid things, but for the sake of transperency that is the joke in a nut shell, the barbarity of the language. Which again is fair to find both crass and emotionaly immature, so there's a fair argument there. One that I won't argue against.
I will however argue against the claim of being a misogynist, or at least there seems to be an idea there is an anger directed at women in general. Which isn't the case, the words however caluased are from a place of humor. Which as I've said before, is my method of processing things. It's fair to say you don't like my sense of humor, and even fairer to say its immature, but it isn't a remark of hatred or anger.
Anyway with that last bit of self rightous arguing out of the way. I don't honestly quite know how to say thanks for the replies, jesting or otherwise, namely because saying so leaves me with a weird sense of things. Mostly because this all started out of a place between doubt, self pity and a crude joke on myself, for me anyway. But to ignore the thoughtfullness and sincerity here would be a crime on my part, so cheers and thanks to the boards and members. For the women I apologise for my rather stark sense of humor, I steal my comedy notes from things like Bill Burr, Jim Norton and Joe DeRosa, and I can' quite match their timing or tone. Anyway, I'm rambling now so I'll be sucking on this egg.