So heres the short story,
This guy has been one of my best friends for many years, hes gay, and im str8 (if u were gonna classify us using clear cut labels, but not getting into that argument). A couple of months ago, we compared dicks talked about penis and sex stuff and i was nuts over the fact that he was uncircumcised. I mean i have a lot of self confidence issues, and foreskin envy. So we have been really open with each other, and a couple of weeks ago experimenting came up and i told him that i was curious about jerking off with another guy, or jerking each other off. And of course he didnt care, he told me that we would take it at my pace and that it wouldnt be awkward or anything which i think is a great thing to say as a friend. Well this weekend, i asked him if he wanted to try it, so he grabbed the lube (since im cut, even though i dont use it having someone else jack me off dry would be difficult. so he thought lube would make it easy)
So he put some lube on his fingers and grabbed my cock and started jerking off. we were laying next to each other in a 69 position kinda which was a little awkward. For one thing i was nervous and i can never get fully hard when laying on my side. I was reluctant at first but i grabbed his uncut cock and started jerking it off. Well ill get to my opinion of the event later, but i just want to say that jerking an uncut cock is so much easier and "better" (dont start a war) than jerking a cut cock. The foreskin is something i couldn't have imagined in my life. i mean i could jerk him off with two fingers at ease. it was crazy. its also weird getting an active touch of a penis in my hand, usually when jerking off, you get a passive touch of the hand onto your penis, so you feel more sensation in your penis than you can feel the penis in your hand. his cock felt so much harder than mine ever did, and it was so warm. after time went by we finally came and sorta silently cleaned up and didn't discuss it yet cause we were tired. since then we've been so busy we havent had a chance to bring it up but here is my reaction and opinion.
i had been jerking off to other guy videos and such lately as equally as girl vids. I had thought "hey, maybe i am bicurious, because i was never attracted to the man itself, just the sexual and penis part. After jerking with my friend, these feelings diminished, and i wasn't really wow'd by the whole experimentation. I mean, im still very envious of the foreskin, but i think jerking him off kind of answered my question. I know i dont want to be with a guy, and for my life i dont want a penis in my bed every night (besides mine). Im not asking a specific question to the posters, moreso i just needed a place to write down my thoughts. Im glad i experimented, and i might try it again but its definitely not permanent. Im still a little attracted to penises, but i only see it as a fantasy. My attraction to pornography and sexual fantasies has created this image in my head. But when it comes to real life, those desires are really non existent. Thanks for listenin guys, and i hope i put this in the right subforum.
has anyone else had a similar situation, experience, or change in their life? Im not expecting much out of people but im interested in responses and opinions.
thanks guys:31:
This guy has been one of my best friends for many years, hes gay, and im str8 (if u were gonna classify us using clear cut labels, but not getting into that argument). A couple of months ago, we compared dicks talked about penis and sex stuff and i was nuts over the fact that he was uncircumcised. I mean i have a lot of self confidence issues, and foreskin envy. So we have been really open with each other, and a couple of weeks ago experimenting came up and i told him that i was curious about jerking off with another guy, or jerking each other off. And of course he didnt care, he told me that we would take it at my pace and that it wouldnt be awkward or anything which i think is a great thing to say as a friend. Well this weekend, i asked him if he wanted to try it, so he grabbed the lube (since im cut, even though i dont use it having someone else jack me off dry would be difficult. so he thought lube would make it easy)
So he put some lube on his fingers and grabbed my cock and started jerking off. we were laying next to each other in a 69 position kinda which was a little awkward. For one thing i was nervous and i can never get fully hard when laying on my side. I was reluctant at first but i grabbed his uncut cock and started jerking it off. Well ill get to my opinion of the event later, but i just want to say that jerking an uncut cock is so much easier and "better" (dont start a war) than jerking a cut cock. The foreskin is something i couldn't have imagined in my life. i mean i could jerk him off with two fingers at ease. it was crazy. its also weird getting an active touch of a penis in my hand, usually when jerking off, you get a passive touch of the hand onto your penis, so you feel more sensation in your penis than you can feel the penis in your hand. his cock felt so much harder than mine ever did, and it was so warm. after time went by we finally came and sorta silently cleaned up and didn't discuss it yet cause we were tired. since then we've been so busy we havent had a chance to bring it up but here is my reaction and opinion.
i had been jerking off to other guy videos and such lately as equally as girl vids. I had thought "hey, maybe i am bicurious, because i was never attracted to the man itself, just the sexual and penis part. After jerking with my friend, these feelings diminished, and i wasn't really wow'd by the whole experimentation. I mean, im still very envious of the foreskin, but i think jerking him off kind of answered my question. I know i dont want to be with a guy, and for my life i dont want a penis in my bed every night (besides mine). Im not asking a specific question to the posters, moreso i just needed a place to write down my thoughts. Im glad i experimented, and i might try it again but its definitely not permanent. Im still a little attracted to penises, but i only see it as a fantasy. My attraction to pornography and sexual fantasies has created this image in my head. But when it comes to real life, those desires are really non existent. Thanks for listenin guys, and i hope i put this in the right subforum.
has anyone else had a similar situation, experience, or change in their life? Im not expecting much out of people but im interested in responses and opinions.
thanks guys:31: