It's so weird that I absolutely love gay porn and love looking at cock but have no interest or attraction to men. But I have a type of man I like to see in porn twinks and men uniform. I want to have an encounter with a guy but I can't see myself doing it. I been looking at gayporn since I was in middle school, now I'm in my late 20's. I want to go to bathhouses to see what it like but scared. When I jerk off to gayporn after I cum I feel bad but once I'm horny again I go back to what gets me off and that's hard cock and low hanging balls. I don't what to do, I want to experiment but scared someone who find out. I need at advise. What your perspective on my situation?
So weird
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Perhaps the single most important hurdle to cross is getting rid of your idea that what you like is "weird" or anything to feel bad about or be scared about. Your sexuality is yours, it is precious to you, it is an unmissable part of you, and you are harming no-one else by enjoying porn or wanting whatever you want.
You mention bath houses. In my experiences these are very relaxed places where it is possible to find out more about, and experience, what you like in a safe environment. If you feel ready to try it, I do recommend it.
But do stop hating your feelings and desires if you can. Self-hatred is something so many of us have been through as a result of not fitting society's bigoted expectations, but those of us who have come through it have learned to realise that there is nothing remotely wrong with the way we feel.
You mention bath houses. In my experiences these are very relaxed places where it is possible to find out more about, and experience, what you like in a safe environment. If you feel ready to try it, I do recommend it.
But do stop hating your feelings and desires if you can. Self-hatred is something so many of us have been through as a result of not fitting society's bigoted expectations, but those of us who have come through it have learned to realise that there is nothing remotely wrong with the way we feel.
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you may find that a lot of guys who go to bath houses are in a similar situation to you - they want to try it out anonymously. give it a go and just take care
There is a difference between fantasy and reality. You never have to push this into becoming real time. I know some women who like M/M action too, doesn't mean they want to be in the room with it. Try stopping gay porn watching and see if your interest in men increases or decreases.
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Perhaps the single most important hurdle to cross is getting rid of your idea that what you like is "weird" or anything to feel bad about or be scared about. Your sexuality is yours, it is precious to you, it is an unmissable part of you, and you are harming no-one else by enjoying porn or wanting whatever you want.
"You mention bath houses. In my experiences these are very relaxed places where it is possible to find out more about, and experience, what you like in a safe environment. If you feel ready to try it, I do recommend it.
But do stop hating your feelings and desires if you can. Self-hatred is something so many of us have been through as a result of not fitting society's bigoted expectations, but those of us who have come through it have learned to realise that there is nothing remotely wrong with the way we feel."
Such a beautiful answer.
"You mention bath houses. In my experiences these are very relaxed places where it is possible to find out more about, and experience, what you like in a safe environment. If you feel ready to try it, I do recommend it.
But do stop hating your feelings and desires if you can. Self-hatred is something so many of us have been through as a result of not fitting society's bigoted expectations, but those of us who have come through it have learned to realise that there is nothing remotely wrong with the way we feel."
Such a beautiful answer.
I can't stop lol I tried, I enjoy watching man on man. I like sucking cock. But I've only self sucked. I haven't done it since middle/ high school, I'm in my late 20s now can't get it in my mouth anymore lol. But self sucking wasn't the only thing I've tried I use to make homemade dildos also, but now that I'm older the urges have increased. I recently bought a butt plug absolutely love it. Looking to purchase a real dildo but I don't want my gf to know about it, so looking I'm looking for the most discreet shipping company that doesn't bother you with junk mail and etc. When I jack off with my butt plug now I fantasize that it's a big dick twink in my ass and I'm balls deep in some sweet juicy pussy.
Everyone is so helpful but I wish that you were local so I could talk about it face to face without fearing that my secret would get out
Don't label it and just accept that you like what you like. Explore within the limits of your comfort zone and if at some time you decide you're interested in more, then explore that too. When, and if you get to the point where you want to explore with another person, do it in an environment where you feel safe and don't do anything you aren't comfortable with. You may find that you really like it, or you may find that you like the fantasy more than the reality.
And again how can I stop watching with action like this out there.
GayForIt.eu - Soooo hot
I mean my dick is so fucking hard veins are popping out and I can't do anything about it cause I'm at work
GayForIt.eu - Soooo hot
I mean my dick is so fucking hard veins are popping out and I can't do anything about it cause I'm at work
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It seems you might be at the apex of realizing that you are probably gay or at least bisexual. Explore within you comfort zone, but I suspect that with each new hurdle you've tried, you will go to the next logical curiosity... until you realize that you are where you want to be sexually.
Yeah, it sounds like it's time to start getting over whatever guilt and shame you've internalized about your orientation. You desire men so much, but you feel bad about it, hide it, can't even imagine how you could be interested in or attracted to men - which it's very clear that you are.
Keep talking about it with whoever it's safe to talk with. That may mean posting here or PMing guys, or finding people you can confide in in real life. But whatever you do, don't bottle that part of you up. It needs to come out and it deserves to be loved.
Keep talking about it with whoever it's safe to talk with. That may mean posting here or PMing guys, or finding people you can confide in in real life. But whatever you do, don't bottle that part of you up. It needs to come out and it deserves to be loved.
I know I'm bisexual, because I like cock as much as pussy. I want to suck a cock as much as I want to eat pussy. I want to have anal sex, (giving and receiving). So I've came to the terms of that now just need someone who can have some discreet encounters. To the grave secret
I've never heard that, it's not that his cock looks juicy I want to add some warm icing on top of it. Lol
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Speaking as a gay man who is a bit older than you. . (its time to come out). Afraid people will find out what exactly?? that you are gay? That that is what you like and who you are perhaps. It takes courage to live an out life and possible ridicule and slurs.
Let me just say, I found my husband on LPSG. I am married to bristolblue03. fear is the mind killer. Fear is what can prevent you from having a good quality of life.
If I missed your mark entirely. . then. . experiment. I read some of the other posts and agree with others. you are at an age where most guys who are curious do experiment. Why not try it.
Let me just say, I found my husband on LPSG. I am married to bristolblue03. fear is the mind killer. Fear is what can prevent you from having a good quality of life.
If I missed your mark entirely. . then. . experiment. I read some of the other posts and agree with others. you are at an age where most guys who are curious do experiment. Why not try it.
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Let me state that there isn't anything wrong about what you are feeling. Maybe at this point you don't feel like sharing this w/ your current g/f, and that's understandable. You don't need to call a press conference about it. But you need to scrub away, the idea that what you feel sexually towards men, is somehow wrong, immoral or perverse. You are just realizing what your true sexuality is. As they say:" you gotta fish or cut bait". You'll know, at, or during or after your first man on man encounter.
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I don't see myself as gay, cause I love pussy but I think I love cock as nearly as much if not equally so I that classify me as bi, unless I have to have sex with a guy first to classify me as bisexual, so am bisexaual or bi curious?
