Ok, i guess i`m the only one who had funny or embarassing moments in their childhood. Alrighty then, i`ll tell you something that has stayed with me since i was 8 years old in Augsburg Germany. I had this buddy who i played with and roamed all over the neighborhood with, one day we were both peeing and he said to me mines longer than yours, you know my self-esteem was like zero till i was around 18, i never made any moves on the girls, it wasn`t untill i was 16 that i got into a relationship and it was only because she came onto me, i really thought i was in love untill she ran of with a guy in the coast gaurd because he had his own house. My next serious relationship came when i was 17, we went to different high schools but that didn`t stop us from spending all are free time together, she left me for a guy in north carolina because he had a house and a harley, she came back a year later and said she was sorry i said i couldn`t do it again because it hurt me to much the first time when she left, well check this out her best friend says right in front of her that she wants to go out with me too, now her best friend who i thought was cut years earlier wouldn`t give me the time of day back earlier because she said i was too big, she had changed her mind i guess because she had run off to the carilinas too and came back with a kid, so guess what, i said no to both of them and heres the clincher, my best friend who`s standing right next to me says i`ll go out with you to the first one. Ok that should have broken the ice for someone out there, i know i feel better, thats the first time i`ve shared that with anyone, i`ve held it in untill now. Honestly, i just felt that weight just come off. Bless those who have carried the baggage, god knows i know the feeling one has inside that hinders ones life.
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