Well it happened today and I definitely wasn't disappointed. It was a great bj and I did my best just to relax and it worked! I'm not sure if I will try it again though, I just think its not my thing. It was a good experience though, something I never tried before.
This reminds me of when I decided to have sex with a transexual (female to male) because I was curious of what sex was like with a vagina. This was my initial reaction in a nutshell.
However, as time passed, I realized I wanted to fuck another vagina again (hehe). It's funny how thing progress over time. I was afraid at first (GASP I'M NOT 100% GAY AAAHHHH). I got over it though; I've mellowed out enough to explore that attraction which started with this transexual experience.
My comment is that your reaction and opinion are of course acceptable and legitimate. If it gradually changes over time (key word: IF), do not be afraid. It's a natural occurrence, and is a part of being young. Sexuality morphs and grows over time; I believe it to require attention over time in order to maintain a certain amount of awareness of it. I just try to remember to have fun, and stay safe.
Congratulations for being able to make the jump to stray from our given social norms and still be able to enjoy it! I will now allow myself to check out your photos, so I can giggle over your [rumored] cuteness! :tongue: