So if you read my last post you will remember that i started to develope feelings for my best straight mate and i thought i would just let you know how things are going and ask for some more advice. He went away for a few days and i really missed him, which made me more convinced that i had feelings for him. however i realised that what i 'loved' about being with him was that i could just talk to him about anything i would never of spoken to about to anyone. And ive come to the decision that he is the closest friend i have EVER had, which he also stated, at the moment i see this as a really strong Bromance =] which is i guess more special to me that anything sexual, not to say if he offered i would say no becuase he's still fucking hot =P which leads me on to my next point. When he came back we practically spent a whole week together and one night we got drunk and had the most honest discussion about sex, love, friends and even our dicks for a lil bit... and he's convinced that im not 100% gay and im sure there's a little bit of straight in me but we will see. He said that maybe one day he COULD have feelings for a boy, but for the moment he's not attracted to any boys. but he does find some boys hot. Now is he trying to hint something to me or not? i would hate to ruin what we have, but i would love to have just one night of experimenting with him.. Thoughts?