I'm a late bloomer in this category. I'm 39 and had my first bi encounter the other day. I am a LPSG pretender as I am only about 5.5", but I am cut and have always been curious what it is like to be uncut and hence my interest in this forum. Here in Canada, both cut and uncut are plentiful and the difference isn't discussed much nor is it as contraversial as down in the States. THe other day I placed an ad in Craigslist looking for an uncut guy for mutual masturbation and nothing more. I got the usual flood of replies from obvious freaks, but one guy seemed level headed and perfect for an encounter. I met up with him yesterday. He is 10 years younger, a few inches less in stature and carrying some extra weight (like me). He is also very curtious, clean and discrete. We met at an apartment owned by a friend of his that is currently furnished but unrented (I was able to verify this by catching the name on some mail on the table and doing a few web searches). He claims to be married, bi and to never to have gone further than mutual masturbation. I am not married and haven't had a LTR in a long time. He answered the door in his underwear, asked me in and asked what I wanted to do. I immediately dropped trou and replied that I wanted us to jerk each other off. He already had a towel laid down on the couch and some porn running on the TV (gay porn doesn't interest me). I was hard right away, he took a while. I played with his foreskin as that was my primary objective of the encounter. He had surprising length and girth. His hardon kept getting thicker and thicker. He claims to be 7.5 X 6 and I am inclined to believe it. He also has a perfect foreskin, not overly long, veiney or wrinkly. I did notice that his balls were very small and didn't retract to the extent mine do when I am aroused. Anyways, the jacking went great. He rubbed my nipples a few times and spit on my dick for lube a few times as well (which I didn't like). I was the first to cum by about a minute. After the deed was done, he offered me the washroom to clean-up, which we both did. I then asked him if he was up to another round, to which he replied he wasn't because he had to be home with his wife by a certain time. To his credit, I was about 45 mins late showing up so that could be true. He then asked if I was into threesomes as he knows another guy into jacking. I said maybe and then left. Since, I have sent him a few emails saying how much I enjoyed the experience and if we could make it a regular thing. He hasn't replied, but that could be due to being married.
I have a few questions and am looking for advice. 1) Am I heading down a dangerous path? This is a curiousity that I need to satisfy, but I am afraid of enjoying it so much that it will ruin my attraction to women. I have been obssessed with the enounter since it happened. THis could be because I have more curiousity to explore or it could mean that I like men more than women, which in itself isn't a big deal. 2) I don't want to put his marriage in danger, but he seems to have that under control. 3) What if he doesn't reply? Could that mean that he thinks I am creepy? The only things I did that could be considered that way were I asked him if he had ever tried docking (he said he wasn't into it), I rubbed his head so hard once he politely asked me to back off, he looked at my face several times during the experience and I am sure I had some weird ecstatic expression (he did as well) and finally, he finished himself off as I quit jacking him while I was cumming. He seemed really into the experience, especially playing with my balls which are far larger than his. I am unsure what to do: delete the email account and pretend it never happened, place another ad on CL and risk being disappointed, or wait a few more days to see if he replies.
In terms of my own orientation, I am most likely bi according to most definitions (rather than bicurious). I am attracted to the male body mostly out of admiration of guys who are leaner than I and uncut. I have never had attraction to a cut guy nor fanatasized about one. I am attracted to women, would only consider a LTR with a woman and definately want to start a family. I feel that I need to get this curiosity out of my system and move on. How weird is it for someone my age to be experimenting like a college kid? The one thing I am thankful for is that I think I have found the perfect situation to continue the experimentation if I that is my choice.
