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Hi,
Let me tell you about myself, I'm 28 and gay (I believe), I haven't been with anyone because I don't really feel like I want to be intimate with someone or more that intimate I would say vulnerable. I've always let people assume my sexual orientation since I don't see the point of putting a label to it. usually when I noticed that someone is into me I tried to keep my distance so that person will lose interest. I know that this is not ok but is with what I feel comfortable at the moment. Also, in not someone that have that many friends, I could count them with a single hand.
saying all this, something weird happened to me last week, I went to eat with my best friend (who is straight has 3 kids and is currently single) last Friday around 9pm. We eat food and had a couple of drinks and talked about all the bullshit we can think of. by the end of the night he offered to give me a ride home and I accepted. we continued talking about life until he started asking me about if I go to hotels when I hookup or if I do it at home. i told him that I haven't done it with anyone and he was like I'm going to find you someone to do it or we were at least watch porn and jerk off together. (in my mind I was like no thanks but I didn't say anything). he proceeded to ask me if I watch porn and if I jerk off to it to which I reply sure I do it once in a while. so this dude stopped the car and put straight porn on his phone (I believe he suspects that I'm not into girls) and started asking me if I was hard, I told him yes but it was a lie so he could keep quiet but then he asked me to take out, and he was telling me that he was hard already. the whole way home he kept asking me to show it to him but I said that I was embarrassed which he replied that he was my best friend and I shouldn't be embarrassed. at the end he drop me off at home and drove away.
what should I do? do I confront him or just ignore it? I haven't talked to him and now I know that I will feel weird/not comfortable talking with him.
Let me tell you about myself, I'm 28 and gay (I believe), I haven't been with anyone because I don't really feel like I want to be intimate with someone or more that intimate I would say vulnerable. I've always let people assume my sexual orientation since I don't see the point of putting a label to it. usually when I noticed that someone is into me I tried to keep my distance so that person will lose interest. I know that this is not ok but is with what I feel comfortable at the moment. Also, in not someone that have that many friends, I could count them with a single hand.
saying all this, something weird happened to me last week, I went to eat with my best friend (who is straight has 3 kids and is currently single) last Friday around 9pm. We eat food and had a couple of drinks and talked about all the bullshit we can think of. by the end of the night he offered to give me a ride home and I accepted. we continued talking about life until he started asking me about if I go to hotels when I hookup or if I do it at home. i told him that I haven't done it with anyone and he was like I'm going to find you someone to do it or we were at least watch porn and jerk off together. (in my mind I was like no thanks but I didn't say anything). he proceeded to ask me if I watch porn and if I jerk off to it to which I reply sure I do it once in a while. so this dude stopped the car and put straight porn on his phone (I believe he suspects that I'm not into girls) and started asking me if I was hard, I told him yes but it was a lie so he could keep quiet but then he asked me to take out, and he was telling me that he was hard already. the whole way home he kept asking me to show it to him but I said that I was embarrassed which he replied that he was my best friend and I shouldn't be embarrassed. at the end he drop me off at home and drove away.
what should I do? do I confront him or just ignore it? I haven't talked to him and now I know that I will feel weird/not comfortable talking with him.