I need some advice on figuring out what I am. Back in middle school I had a couple interactions with friends of mine, we did like "dares" and just did stuff like jerking eachother off, and a little oral. It has been 12-14 years since I have done stuff with guys. I cant say I really enjoyed it then, but we just did it in an exploring type way. I have always been quite the ladies man, Ive always had a steady gf since HS, Ive had maybe 4 relationships over 2 years in length each. During each relationship I cheated with multiple girls. Id say all in all ive had sex with 15 different girls, and done lesser things with more like 30. Most of my action was when I had a gf, and I was cheating on her. I currently have a gf, and I have great mind blowing sex with her, and I love it. Latley I have started to watch gay porn and like solo men porn. I find a mans cock attractive and is a huge turn on. I get off on watching another guy get off, and I like watching a man cum. I do not find a man over all attractive though, I just am interested in their cock. I have started to do a few things with men via craigslist, Just little stuff such as jerking eachother off, and oral. I in no way want to kiss, makeout, or do anal with a guy. Infact I actually dislike giving or reveiving oral from a man. I do how ever really like jerking off with a guy, or jerking a guy off. I really like it when they blow their load on my body. I am just confused as what is going on with me. I would never think about having a relationship with a man, and I dont find men attractive.. I guess I am just obessesed with cock. All along I have been having great sex with multiple girls though. What do ya all think?