Straight guy with gay nightmares

[Gj816]

Sorry i didn't think you actually went through something like that. I only have nightmares you had the real deal

Yes. I also had that happen to me when I was a kid. Sort of leaves a guy fucked up. For a long time I thought it was perfectly normal for people to just have sex with any one. But I digress. I don't live in the past and I can't change it so I learned to accept it and moved on. People can be assholes for sure. Sorry you're having those dreams. I'd quit watching porn for a while. And who knows maybe a better promotion is coming your way. Keep working at it. It could just be a test to see how you handle the rejection.

 

[deleted1033600]

Actually I have been force fucked balls deep. But he quit before he nutted. Rammed a very fat thick eight inch cock balls deep in my ass. Basically raped. Was someone I used to play with occasionally. Not any more though. Held me down bent over I couldn't move. He was bigger weight wise than me. He did apologize but the damage was already done. I just moved on. It was like something snapped in him.

Why didn't you ram his shit back?

 

[Regularguynva]

I have nightmares of being forced to take a large dick. Not something I'm proud of but it happens i guess. Is this normal? For the record I don't want to take a large dick.

The question you have to ask yourself is what that experience means to you.

 

[deleted875903]

Hmmm I’m not a head shrink but it sounds like some deep hidden desire. Especially since it’s gentile but forceful, just like real sex. That’s what I get from reading the entire thread so far......

 

[deleted1033600]

The question you have to ask yourself is what that experience means to you.

Idk thats why im asking you guys

 

[deleted1033600]

Hmmm I’m not a head shrink but it sounds like some deep hidden desire. Especially since it’s gentile but forceful, just like real sex. That’s what I get from reading the entire thread so far......

I was talking about the porn i like...

 

[deleted1033600]

Idk thats why im asking you guys

Okay, i think it means either somone is sexually dreaming of me (im pretty handsome btw) or im losing power/control due to not being promoted at work...i think.

 

[Regularguynva]

Or.... it COULD mean YOU feel like you're in control of things and it's taking something OUTSIDE of your control to knock you down a peg or two

 

[deleted875903]

I was talking about the porn i like...

Thanks for clarifying.

 

[deleted875903]

Okay, i think it means either somone is sexually dreaming of me (im pretty handsome btw) or im losing power/control due to not being promoted at work...i think.

I’ve actually experienced that first part of your post more than twice. You may want to look around at work to see who may be giving off that vibe. The human mind is a powerful thing.

 

[Cum_is_Great]

So many people are talking about power and such. But maybe it's just a sign of wanting to try out anal masturbation. Like maybe you are coming to terms of liking prostate/anal play and would like to feel a large object rubbing against the prostate and cumming harder than you've ever before. Obviously you'd be gentle yet forceful with yourself going exactly like you'd like in masturbation. There's my unprofessional 2 cents thrown into the pile lol

 

[halcyondays]

When did this nightmare begin? How often do you have it? How many times so far?

How does it make you feel in the dream? Terrified? Frightened? Assaulted? Offended? Victimized?

Do you feel differently about it when you wake up?

Have you faced the man raping you? What does he look like? Do you know him?

Apologies for all the questions but a one line description of a nightmare is data thin.

 

[deleted1033600]

So many people are talking about power and such. But maybe it's just a sign of wanting to try out anal masturbation. Like maybe you are coming to terms of liking prostate/anal play and would like to feel a large object rubbing against the prostate and cumming harder than you've ever before. Obviously you'd be gentle yet forceful with yourself going exactly like you'd like in masturbation. There's my unprofessional 2 cents thrown into the pile lol

I tried a toothbrush last night. Lets just say were not doing that again. Didn't feel good.

 

[deleted1033600]

When did this nightmare begin? How often do you have it? How many times so far?

How does it make you feel in the dream? Terrified? Frightened? Assaulted? Offended? Victimized?

Do you feel differently about it when you wake up?

Have you faced the man raping you? What does he look like? Do you know him?

Apologies for all the questions but a one line description of a nightmare is data thin.

I worked in Pasadena for 2 weeks. After I was sent back to Santa Ana, there was a news article about a guy who got raped at the city college in Pasadena. Rapist still on the loose. Thats when the nightmares started.
I feel like a fucking girl.
I feel like i dont wanna end up being fucked in the ass.
Its always different guys so Idk who.

 

[deleted1033600]

I’ve actually experienced that first part of your post more than twice. You may want to look around at work to see who may be giving off that vibe. The human mind is a powerful thing.

So someone thinks your cute or you think someone else is cute?
I've been at my job for almost 3 years. I told myself "you came here to work and that's it." Why? Because next thing you know im talking to someone cute and ends up pregnant. My house isnt built yet so thats a no-no.

 

[halcyondays]

I worked in Pasadena for 2 weeks. After I was sent back to Santa Ana, there was a news article about a guy who got raped at the city college in Pasadena. Rapist still on the loose. Thats when the nightmares started.
I feel like a fucking girl.
I feel like i dont wanna end up being fucked in the ass.
Its always different guys so Idk who.

Okay. Good information. Your attackers are strangers. You don't want to be raped. No one does.

Why do you fear attack? Did you know the victim who was raped at city college? Do you feel like you'd not be able to defend yourself or escape? Why do you feel vulnerable?

And why are you sticking things in your ass if it hurts so much? If you don't enjoy anal play then don't do it.

 

[deleted1033600]

Okay. Good information. Your attackers are strangers. You don't want to be raped. No one does.

Why do you fear attack? Did you know the victim who was raped at city college? Do you feel like you'd not be able to defend yourself or escape? Why do you feel vulnerable?

And why are you sticking things in your ass if it hurts so much? If you don't enjoy anal play then don't do it.

"Why do you fear attack?" Who wants to be attacked?? Dont know the victim. Dont want to be raped. My thoughts went like this: guy got raped. Rape has to hurt. I wonder if anal hurts.

 

[328982]

"Why do you fear attack?" Who wants to be attacked?? Dont know the victim. Dont want to be raped. My thoughts went like this: guy got raped. Rape has to hurt. I wonder if anal hurts.

So you stuck a toothbrush up there to test the theory?

 

[deleted1033600]

So you stuck a toothbrush up there to test the theory?

No. I was watching porn and vid of some of guy getting fucked by a wall dildo was in the related videos section.

 

[328982]

No. I was watching porn and vid of some of guy getting fucked by a wall dildo was in the related videos section.

That makes no sense but you carry on having fun