I'm always afraid people don't want to hug me. Or, because so many men have turned me down, when I was not interested/ coming on to/ even really looking at them! Whats with that!? So I think if I hug them they will think I'm dying for their dick in my mouth, and they feel big because they get to act aloof. So I don't people that are not in my group. It looks rude sometimes I'm afraid, hugging some, not others. But people always, always, always! get the wrong idea of me. I rather be a cold bitch than someone they think they can be superior to.