Readers, this is not my story. Again, not my story but discussed with someone here on LPGS that I have corresponded with about our backgrounds. I promised I would post his story with his permission.
“Truly,
Growing up I was a confused guy. Probably deep down I must of known I was gay but I tried so hard to be straight. However, I was always self-conscious about my small cock size and maybe that made me shy around women. I hang 3” but don’t grow that much to about 4.5 erect. Did I think of myself as small, well yes, but it wasn’t really a great focus because I didn’t see that many erect penises
I am European and when I was 19 I attended a University semester on the Erasmus exchange, and was sent to Brno in the Czech Republic. The dormitories were shared rooms and I got put in with a Czech guy. He was not only very comfortable being naked but also hugely hung. maybe 6-6.5" soft? I supposed because he was so well endowed he had no problem being naked or showing it. Basically when he got home from school in the evening he would be naked. Maybe he was a nudist I don’t know but even like doing school work or watching TV he often was nude. I would try not to stare but I couldn’t help but be envious. He was what I wished I had to show off versus my little dick. So, I was often the opposite of him and rarely was naked and especially avoiding to be so in front of him. We did try to give each other space for jerking off etc. so we would always knock loudly before coming through the door into the room. He was respectful of me in that way.
I will never forget the first time I saw him erect. I knocked as normal, waited the few minutes and then walked in. He had headphones on and staring into his phone jerking off. My heart was in my stomach with a combination of amazement, fear, excitement as he was fully hard and it was huge. Fortunately, he did not hear or see me and I just was able to look and watch for a good minute or two. Take two of my cocks and put them together and it wouldn’t match this thick long massive male cock. I know everyone likes to hear how many inches and I can’t tell you. But, you could have fit 3 hands on it for sure and it was very thick and a pale white with the head just slightly larger than the rest. It was massive. I so wanted to go over and lend a hand and suck it. But, this is a true experience and that never happened. Instead I quietly walked back out with my heart pounding.
I came back maybe 10-15 minutes later and did the knocking routine and then entered. He was now in the bathroom shower and I quickly want to my bed and under the covers jacked off fantasizing about touching, sucking, and being fucked by that big cock. I remember looking at mine trying to compare it and it was ridiculous how small I was in comparison. I don’t know if that influenced me but I thought why any woman would be interested in this little thing. Plus, I knew from seeing his cock that I wanted it and I had to admit to myself that I was gay. However, he was straight from the comments he would make on occasion about having fucked some woman and I could only imagine their responses to his weapon.
I would often fantasize about having sex with him but again this is a true story and that never happened. It is hard to explain but he gave no sign of interest of me or anything like that. Instead though he was clearly impressed with himself and his penis size as he would do these subtle humiliation things on occasion if I was naked too.
I probably was obvious in my avoidance to be naked around him. So I would get dressed in the bathroom or under the covers or in other private ways. Of course sharing a dorm room there were unanticipated encounters where he would catch me naked coming out of the shower, etc. I remember one of those early times when I came out he had this big grin on his face looking at me and I swear I heard him say, “small” or something like that with a chuckle. He clearly was never interested in me.
Some occasions when I would masturbate thinking about his big cock I knew I had to do something but couldn’t risk making an advance with him as any inappropriate behavior could have me expelled, embarrassed, and so on. As I said he clearly was a straight male.
But, I now was obsessed to want to find a guy like him with a big penis that I could touch and suck. I learned that there was this bathhouse in reading an ad on an adult site. I was scared at first as it was in the town but my desires overwhelmed any caution. I had never been to a place like this and at first was a little disappointed as it was a lot of older men with penises not much more impressive than mine. So, I would walk around with a towel and many did. I then saw this old guy come in and go to a back area I hadn’t made it to yet. I went and it wasn’t pitch black but a little darker than the other areas. I saw the old guy again and he looked at me and dropped his towel and wow he had a big cock too. I was surprised as his age and body wouldn’t ,never have made you feel he would have a big one. Now, not at big as my roommate but still a very superior penis. What was interesting was despite his older age his erect penis stuck straight out and was very thick but very circular. His foreskin was pulled back and the head was a little smaller than the rest but still very thick. He nodded at me to drop my towel and I was embarrassed on how I was at least half his size. It didn’t seem to matter to him perhaps due to my younger age than him. Without a word he dropped to his knees and took my penis inside his mouth to the root. Well I guess that is one benefit of having a little dick because he had no problem doing that. He sucked me for a while and I reached out and finally held a big penis in my hand.
It was warm to the touch and so full in feeling. This was what I imagined a big penis would feel like; hard, powerful, and a challenge to rap your hand around. What really surprised me in addition to the size was how hard he was. There was no squishiness like it felt with my own and I stopped him and dropped to my knees now worshiping what I wish was my own with hand and mouth. I loved the feeling his huge penis gave me when sucking it. Does everyone close their eyes? I would stop from time to time just to look at it or measure it with my hand so I would know the exact inch size different to mine (which was 4” in length longer). It was so impressive and I just loved sucking on it until he motioned me to stop and pointed at a bench. We went over and I thought we were going to do more touching and oral. But instead he sat down with that big penis of his standing upwards between his legs. He laid back and motioned for me to sit on it. I hesitated because I had not yet done this and plus it was a very big penis. He smiled like he knew why I hesitated but then pointed to the wall and they had condoms there. OK, I got it and he rolled it all down on his penis and again motioned for me to sit on it. Guess what” I wanted that big masculinity to fuck me. I was surprised as I placed his penis at my hole that he trushted up powerfully and it entered me rather easily. But, as he pushed up while pulling me down it did get a bit painful as it went deeper. But despite the pain it also seems all correct. He was a big endowed older man and compared to his cock mine was a little one and so he had the right to fuck me as the alpha superior man. I soon loved it.
I am not sure what else to share. I would visit the bathhouse on occasion but rarely saw the old guy. Sometimes there were guys with only my size or maybe a bit larger and none of them were a turn on for me. I remember sucking a guy with a dick like mine for a minute or two and it was boring. So, I am a size queen and have experienced a couple nice cocks since then. Well there you go my story."
