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Let’s be clear I am gay but unless I told you that in person you may not have guessed.
I have straight friends, I prefer them in a way because they are typically way less drama, however; it is hard to make friends I must admit I’m not the outgoing type.
When I do come across straight guys(we are talking under 30yo here by the way) I usually meet them through other people and hang out with them.
Over time they we get more comfortable with each other, they know well in advance I’m gay as I have a boyfriend. It always seems to be a sexual joke here a surprise flash of the butt or walking around in underwear really close to me(alpha moves) but then as soon as, and I’m talking almost immediately after they start drinking with me, something changes.
I hate saying this because it’s not my personality to toot ones own horn but it’s important for the context, I’m not ugly, I’m not gorgeous either I’m a standard attractive I guess for a guy who looks straight(as I’ve been told by many a straight man)
So in total I have had sexual encounters and chats with several straight guys. One was in high school as I noticed he had a big dick in the changing rooms and needed to at least try(big fan of giving head) eventually of course I invited over to see what would happen, we shared some common interests so it was easy, a random point as we were in my room watching TV he pulled the cover back(we had to share the bed) and he was in red briefs hard as a rock with that thick cock he had teased me with in the change rooms, instinctively I grabbed it and did what I needed to, which eventually lead to him fucking me, this happened twice more but those times he wanted me to fuck him, he had no lube or idea how it worked so it didn’t happen despite us trying.
Second time around this guy had a girlfriend, we drank, not a lot, just enough to have a buzz going, we went out to a party and came back, he went to the toilet(at least I thought) came back and had his dick swinging out(it was enormous) and he must have been on more than a buzz at that point surely.
He came close to me(again he knew I was gay) he came closer to me and starting kissing my neck, never had it done before as it was sort of an extra level of seduction I didn’t need but I could have killed to relive again, it instantly sent my mind into an overload and I rushed to my knees giving that cock a deep clean, I whispered in his ear “fuck me” he started grabbing my ass as I stood up, but something in me thought of his girlfriend and made it stop(believe me not fucking easy) he stated earlier in the night he would have both fucked me and liked to have been fucked by me which I thought was a strange joke.
Another best friend of mine which was so upset when I told him he was gay actually cried! Like I had died, I thought it was going to be my last chance to see him so I took the plunge and asked about giving him head, he agreed, again insanely lucky he had a massive cock, I made him cum but only the once, we chat on an extremely rare occasion but never talk about it.
Lastly a guy I knew was basically a giant, great body, muscles, deep voice, extreme alpha personality. Id seen him in his underwear a few times, again big bulge I felt sorry for the underwear being stretched. He talked dirty, openly and often with me, very casually, very open book type of guy which I appreciated. Big drinker though, more chatty the drunker he got but also more careless with his thoughts it seemed. He had a girlfriend at the time but we both got drunk one dark night sitting outside by a fire, he started talking lack of sex from his misses and me from my partner, he wanted to tell me more but via messages on my phone just in case anyone heard, the messages started to become highly sexual in nature and one message he sent was “I want you to dominate me” I laughed internally, I was thinking the same thing! but it never eventuated but I had a feeling it would have happened.
The question is, are any men or women for that matter 100% straight, I mean it’s a label we created for sexual and emotional preference right? If a very alpha, all things considered straight man has a girlfriend why would he choose to do shit with a gay guy? Curiosity? Is it a thrill seeker thing to try something new, at least two of these guys had done shit with other guys before I ever spoke to them and they were the most alpha personality and appearance of them. Any insight is appreciated and apologies for the story if it made anyone uncomfortable I think it’s important context for what I’m trying to understand.
I have straight friends, I prefer them in a way because they are typically way less drama, however; it is hard to make friends I must admit I’m not the outgoing type.
When I do come across straight guys(we are talking under 30yo here by the way) I usually meet them through other people and hang out with them.
Over time they we get more comfortable with each other, they know well in advance I’m gay as I have a boyfriend. It always seems to be a sexual joke here a surprise flash of the butt or walking around in underwear really close to me(alpha moves) but then as soon as, and I’m talking almost immediately after they start drinking with me, something changes.
I hate saying this because it’s not my personality to toot ones own horn but it’s important for the context, I’m not ugly, I’m not gorgeous either I’m a standard attractive I guess for a guy who looks straight(as I’ve been told by many a straight man)
So in total I have had sexual encounters and chats with several straight guys. One was in high school as I noticed he had a big dick in the changing rooms and needed to at least try(big fan of giving head) eventually of course I invited over to see what would happen, we shared some common interests so it was easy, a random point as we were in my room watching TV he pulled the cover back(we had to share the bed) and he was in red briefs hard as a rock with that thick cock he had teased me with in the change rooms, instinctively I grabbed it and did what I needed to, which eventually lead to him fucking me, this happened twice more but those times he wanted me to fuck him, he had no lube or idea how it worked so it didn’t happen despite us trying.
Second time around this guy had a girlfriend, we drank, not a lot, just enough to have a buzz going, we went out to a party and came back, he went to the toilet(at least I thought) came back and had his dick swinging out(it was enormous) and he must have been on more than a buzz at that point surely.
He came close to me(again he knew I was gay) he came closer to me and starting kissing my neck, never had it done before as it was sort of an extra level of seduction I didn’t need but I could have killed to relive again, it instantly sent my mind into an overload and I rushed to my knees giving that cock a deep clean, I whispered in his ear “fuck me” he started grabbing my ass as I stood up, but something in me thought of his girlfriend and made it stop(believe me not fucking easy) he stated earlier in the night he would have both fucked me and liked to have been fucked by me which I thought was a strange joke.
Another best friend of mine which was so upset when I told him he was gay actually cried! Like I had died, I thought it was going to be my last chance to see him so I took the plunge and asked about giving him head, he agreed, again insanely lucky he had a massive cock, I made him cum but only the once, we chat on an extremely rare occasion but never talk about it.
Lastly a guy I knew was basically a giant, great body, muscles, deep voice, extreme alpha personality. Id seen him in his underwear a few times, again big bulge I felt sorry for the underwear being stretched. He talked dirty, openly and often with me, very casually, very open book type of guy which I appreciated. Big drinker though, more chatty the drunker he got but also more careless with his thoughts it seemed. He had a girlfriend at the time but we both got drunk one dark night sitting outside by a fire, he started talking lack of sex from his misses and me from my partner, he wanted to tell me more but via messages on my phone just in case anyone heard, the messages started to become highly sexual in nature and one message he sent was “I want you to dominate me” I laughed internally, I was thinking the same thing! but it never eventuated but I had a feeling it would have happened.
The question is, are any men or women for that matter 100% straight, I mean it’s a label we created for sexual and emotional preference right? If a very alpha, all things considered straight man has a girlfriend why would he choose to do shit with a gay guy? Curiosity? Is it a thrill seeker thing to try something new, at least two of these guys had done shit with other guys before I ever spoke to them and they were the most alpha personality and appearance of them. Any insight is appreciated and apologies for the story if it made anyone uncomfortable I think it’s important context for what I’m trying to understand.