I didn't read all 9 pages, I read some of 1,2 and 8,9. So maybe someone already said this too. For me, it is strictly a fantasy/imagination thing. I love the way mine feels when it grows. Getting an erection is a great feeling. And I like to imagine that the bigger and longer it takes to get fully erect, the more fun it is. The more time I get to feel it. And so I imagine myself having a bigger and bigger cock. Can be stories, pictures, video... Faceless is best for me so it's easier to imagine it's me. But that is all. It is only a way to imagine myself. I don't want to see a man in real life, I don't want to touch one other than my own, etc. And I don't care about what others have than me. And if I didn't enjoy the feeling so much, I wouldn't even be into the imagination part of it.