Sucking obsession

[chocolatecock]

you can practice on mine lol jk. just dont suck a dick and your good

 

[latinluva]

When I was six, I remember having dreams of sucking a mans cock. But the funny thing is, I had never seen one, nor did I know how to do it. But in my dreams I was really good at it. Because I reflect back to those dreams after I saw it on porn. Crazy huh? It's almost like I was born to suck cock, maybe even pussy. I must have been a Greek orgy coordinator in my past life.

 

[seahorses]

So here's my story :
I am 19 and was very curious about sucking cock...

...The only way to completely shut off that desire for me is to cum. The envy always goes away after i do, leaving me in a sort of grossed out state

I don’t think your problem is the fear of becoming addicted to cock sucking, I think this is more about acceptance of your own sexuality; fearing how you might be viewed by society. I’ve never done a pole and don’t really know, but I imagine there’s a large number of, so called, straight men, husbands and fathers, who deal with this on a daily basis. Some even with their partner’s knowing/accepting that side of their nature. I know the sympathy and support on this site is reassuring and is often in abundance, but it may be that you need expert help on this, as the more you worry about it, the worse it will become.

 

[Daisy]

I still havent gotten over my cock sucking obsession. Just go with it. It's one of life's great pleasures!

 

[Not_Punny]

I wonder if it has something to do with having been bottle fed? (I'm not kidding, I often ponder the subject - maybe if I had been breast fed I wouldn't be so orally oriented, or maybe it would have been the same if had been a breast, not a bottle. Something so infantile about it, I guess.)

 

[dylz]

i am obsessed with eating pussy. but im still gay because i dont like women otherwise, im not ever emotionally attached to them or anything. IM FUCKING GAY OK?????????? i just fantasize about eating pussy all day every day

 

[maxcok]

i am obsessed with eating pussy. but im still gay because i dont like women otherwise, im not ever emotionally attached to them or anything. IM FUCKING GAY OK?????????? i just fantasize about eating pussy all day every day

LOL. You're a bad, bad boy. :wink: Are we detecting a theme here?

im gay but i love pussy!

 

[Daisy]

I wonder if it has something to do with having been bottle fed? (I'm not kidding, I often ponder the subject - maybe if I had been breast fed I wouldn't be so orally oriented, or maybe it would have been the same if had been a breast, not a bottle. Something so infantile about it, I guess.)

I was totally breast fed.

 

[Tremaine]

The more I read on this site, the more I hear from the many "str8" guys who are very interested in being beasted, or sucking cock, and the numbers of people posting vids on xtube and other sites of their cocks out in public places the more I think that the internet has brought a lots of guys out of their usual confined space. I think that a great many are coming to acknowledge in them selves that they are not completely str8. That they like more things, that I times they just want to get their rocks off, with no consequences, and no emotional attachment. To enjoy another man's masculinity - dump their load and go. End of. There is nothing wrong with that, go with it and don't obsess about it, if you are into it fine, if not fine. It is not like a drug where you will have withdrawal symptoms when you choose to stop. But you may find that actually you prefer men. We are all different and that is what makes life interesting. Go with what you want and like. Grab a hold of life and enjoy it.

 

[justine]

Tremaine well stated!

 

[dylz]

LOL. You're a bad, bad boy. :wink: Are we detecting a theme here?

you caught me! :redface:

 

[mandoman]

For some unknown reason, I believe it is pretty much how we are wired as a species.
Most gay men suck cock, and many, or most, straight men suck cock.
It's as if we descended from the bonobo side of the family.

 

[maxcok]

Most gay men suck cock, and many, or most, straight men suck cock.

Really? What are you basing this on?

 

[Stickjuice]

After much hesitation i decided to meet up with the guy again. I thought i would suck his cock one last time, take all my time to get enough of it. This time, he told me i should try swallowing and when he came i was feeling the gushes of cum shooting in my mouth so I did as i was told and swallowed my first load! Gosh it was great, the feeling was intense and i never wanted it to stop..
I wanted to ask him if he could return the favor, so i could empty myself and feel satisfied, but instead i ended up asking if i could suck him off again. I just didnt want to stop and wanted to take and swallow his load again. And so i did
I got to suck him off for almost 4hrs and got 3 loads to swallow before he returned the favor. i was so aroused i came in 5 min and shot a huge load that completely emptied my balls. it was great, but i felt rly guilty again! This time I was able to overcome this and we decided to meet again the next day.
That night all i could think about was how that big warm cock felt in my hand and mouth, how the precum dripped as i was sucking and licking the head and how the cum shot all inside my mouth and down my throat. I was barely able to get sleep and just kept masturbating with those thoughts in my head... i couldnt wait till the evening to meet him again, i rly needed to do something about this craving and i decided to swallow my own load to calm myself down, but i wasnt able to gulp it down
When i got to his place that evening i just got on my knees and took out his cock and started working on it. I worked it slower and more gently than the previous day (i rly wanted to enjoy it) and ended up sucking him for even longer. It was great.
This time i even got a facial and just used his cock to scoop up all the cum on my face back inside my mouth. it was so exiting to see his cum shot on me!

Anyway after all this I think i shouldve never gone back to see him, cos i feel rly hooked and cant stop thinking about sucking his dick. Whenever im home i get horny for his dick all the time and cant get myself to do anything else than masturbate or think about it

Now I feel like im addicted and can never get enough, and yet the more i get to suck him the more i get used to enjoying it and want it more and more.
Anyone here experienced the same kind of obsessive cock craving as i am? Did it slow down over time? I hope it does and that i can go back to a life where i dont want to suck anymore.. ;( will this envy be satisfied and go away after ive sucked alot of cock? i hope its just a temporary thing!

 

[dylz]

i am gay and i love sucking dick... and yet i dont think i can even come close to the "obsession" you have just described here

 

[scottredleter]

There's a evolutionary trait that makes men become turned off by (especially) their own cum. While I'm jacking off, it always seems like a turn on to eat my cum afterwards, but when it comes down to it, I never do. When I'm sucking other guys, I'm fine with what ever comes my way, and I'm turned on by it all. But after I cum (and sucking dick makes me cum sometimes)... it suddenly is gross to me to swallow it or to even keep going at all. Once I cum that's it. That's why I hardly ever touch my own dick while I'm in a situation where I'm able to suck off a lot of guys.

I think that's what you are dealing with. We just see thing very differently when we are horned up and when we are not.

 

[maxcok]

. . . . Anyone here experienced the same kind of obsessive cock craving as i am? Did it slow down over time? I hope it does and that i can go back to a life where i dont want to suck anymore.. ;( will this envy be satisfied and go away after ive sucked alot of cock? i hope its just a temporary thing!

I am confused by your use of the word "envy". What you've described is an extreme "obsession", the word you used in your thread title. To answer your question, no, it will not "go away", though it may become less overwhelming as you gain experience and accept your sexual desires. I expect this will be a lifelong obsession for you, so you may as well get past the guilt, come to grips with it, and enjoy yourself. I'm sure your partners will appreciate what you have to offer. No doubt this guy does. :wink:

i am gay and i love sucking dick... and yet i dont think i can even come close to the "obsession" you have just described here

I agree. This level of obsession is unusual, perhaps intensified because the OP has been trying to repress it.

 

[B_thickjohnny]

I might be the weird one here. I love sucking cock but I'm scared too. I mean, I WANT to suck a guy dry; enjoy every drop of his load but I've never done it except with someone I've known a long time. I'm scared of the pre-cum too. Is there a reason for this and is there a convincing enough story that might relieve some of this fear? I know about not having scratches in your mouth (I don't), not brushing your teeth before giving head, etc, but still the fear is there.

Do you guys think of this when you're sucking a stranger's cock?

 

[D_Tim McGnaw]

so if you suck cock alot, will you become addicted and always want to do it more and longer?
Any experienced cock addicts that can share their experience?

I'm a dominant, non-versatile Top, but I love sucking cock! :biggrin1: In my experience addicktion only happens when the chemistry is correct and it depends on the guy and what his penis is like and how he responds to being blown.

If you really think you could become addicted to cock sucking could you imagine yourself spending a whole night in a glory hole at a bath house sucking a dozen or so random dicks? Because if you imagine that and it turns you on (it's not something I'd be into btw) then yes maybe you could be a cock addict.

I'm not sure if being addicted to dick can ruin your life in the way being addicted to heroine can for instance, but I suppose if you do anything to such an excess that it takes over your life and begins to control how you organise your entire life then it's a problem, but you can choose to make that your life and maybe then it's not a problem any more.


Is that what you're afraid of? Because I think it's probably highly unlikely that that's what would happen to you.

More likely you're very fixated on cock sucking right now because you're conflicted about your sexuality and feel like if you start sucking dick on a regular basis you'll gradually become Gay. The more you fixate the more you think you could become addicted. Maybe you will, maybe you wont, maybe your Bi, who cares? If you're enjoying yourself why do you care what it means or what may happen as a consequence of having some harmless fun?


My advice is stop thinking about sucking dick and worrying about becoming addicted to something you don't even do that often and get busy smoking pole and see where you end up. I'm sure you'll enjoy yourself.

 

[D_Tim McGnaw]

I might be the weird one here. I love sucking cock but I'm scared too. I mean, I WANT to suck a guy dry; enjoy every drop of his load but I've never done it except with someone I've known a long time. I'm scared of the pre-cum too. Is there a reason for this and is there a convincing enough story that might relieve some of this fear? I know about not having scratches in your mouth (I don't), not brushing your teeth before giving head, etc, but still the fear is there.

Do you guys think of this when you're sucking a stranger's cock?

I think you have a slight phobia TJ (Having read a good number of posts of yours over my time on LPSG). A (Gay) friend of mine has it too, he would freak out about having a very rare casual sexual encounter which horniness had driven him too, because he was so phobic about STDs.

All I can say is that I've sucked a couple of guy's shares of cock over the years and I haven't once caught any STDs. :wink:

But a phobia isn't rational so that evidence may make no difference to how you feel. The best way to address this kind of thing is some cognitive therapy aimed at helping you overcome whatever it is that causes you to be phobic.