I know I have said this in a couple of my post but I am drunk again tonight and felt like expressing myself...This forum has helped me alot - you guys don't know how much...I mean I never really admitted to anyone about hooking up w/a couple of guys or things that happened to me as a kid...Thank you guys for that - this place can be very theraputic...I am in a good place emotionally and physically...Every since joining this forum - I am getting better at expressing myself and communicating w/my friends...I admit I still have my issues but I am working on them...So again - thanks folks...