I don't know how many folks here fall into the category of bi-sexual. This is the category that I've placed myself in. It is a confusing life that I will probably live until the day I draw my last breath. One one hand, in my public persona, I have a wife that I have a strong emotional love and attachment to but the physical desire isn't so strong. She has both the emotional and physical desire for me AKA the total love. I love her emotionally and we are best friends and enjoy doing things together and are happy. On the other hand, in my private little world, I have a physical need for male companionship. In seeking out "male friends", it is almost impossible to find someone who is gay and 100% +/- interested in guys who want to have strictly physical get togethers. I have no desire for emotional attachments, just satisfaction of physical desires. The overwhelming majority of out of the closet guys is that they are looking for love and are not interested in just physical satisfaction without an emotional connection. Is there any real way to mold these worlds together?