This is so weird to write about. But here goes.... It's so weird, but I don't want to have sex with another man -- but I like to know how other (straight) men experience their bodies, how they feel about their bodies, what it's like to be who they are, etc. It's so neurotic. It's weird because it feels like a violation on some levels. It's none of my business how other men feel about their bodies, how they feel about being who they are, etc. And at some level it even feels gay. It's weird, because I look at some of the gallery pictures and think some of the guys there are awesome and it would be awesome to BE these guys, and then I feel guity for looking. LOL. Lately, the guy I'd really love to be is these guys. These guys are awesome: http://www.lpsg.org/gallery/showgallery.php/cat/500/page/1/ppuser/292790 http://www.lpsg.org/members/jrobinsonpimp.html Hey. Maybe this means I want to be black. LOL.