I seek a long term relationship with someone who I would like to hold and to love (not just sexually), but I fear that I might be using them to sate my desires. I guess the phrase "a lot of love to give, and no one to give it to" applies.
I'm a bit of a masochist (pardon spelling), always end up making things harder for myself. It's annoying and I'm starting to despise it.
I like to indulge moments of insanity, like hanging upside down or talking and laughing like a manic. You know, the way you see those people in the movies act. It amuses me when I'm bored.
Oh, and I really don't have too many friends. Long story short, got hurt too much in the past and I am afraid to try again.