I had my first ejaculation when I was 14. I know I was veeeery late! Do you know why?? Because although I was jerking my cock, I was not touching the head. Because I did not know how to jerk properly until I was 14 despite the fact that my cousin who was 2 years older than me and who had a big thick beautiful cock was jerking in front of me when I was 11-12 years old. He used to jerk in front of me while we were watching porn and then go to the toilet to ejaculate. Therefore I did not see him cum but after coming back from the toilet, he used to show me what a man's cum looked like. I got all my sexual education from him. But while we were watching porn together, I did not masturbate. Since I had a smaller cock at that time, I was shy about jerking my cock in front of him. I just watched him stroke his huge juicy cock during those 2-3 years in puberty. Afterwards he started dating girls and our porn sessions came to an end. Whatever. Between ages 12-14, my masturbations did not result with an ejaculation. All I had was a bit of shiny precum after hours of "unproper" jerking. I was sad. Really sad. My friends at school were telling me that their cum was white. But mine was just a clear liquid. I had to resolve this issue. One day when I was 14, I jerked with a very slippery lubricant and this time I touched the head, squeezed it. And bump! There was a very strange feeling building up! I got afraid! Because I thought something was wrong. But I was still jerking the head. Because it gave me joy. Then I exploded! But it was as if I was pissing. I could not believe my eyes! I could not believe what was happening. Because the thing coming out of my dick was as thick as hair gel! It was not white either, it was yellowish. It was as if my penis was throwing up the food it digested. Hahahah. That was the biggest and thickest load I have ever produced. I guess it was a load of 2 years. Guys, I just can not tell you how impressive my first load was. I kept cumming, cumming and cumming as if I was pissing cum. It was year 2000. I had no means to document that load at the time. Therefore, no proof of it now. My second biggest load was after a 5 month involuntary abstinence when I was treated for depression with a very high dosage of pills at the age of 18. I forced myself to come after 5 months of no erection when my dosage began to be lowered. You can never imagine how full your balls feel after 5 months of abstinence. That was a real release when I came. It was exactly like my first proper ejaculation when I was 14. I pissed cum again. A very thick yellowish cum. Since then, I can not keep my hands off my dick for more than 7 days. This is my story.