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I’ve heard a lot of artists say there’s nothing sexual about modeling nude. In most cases they’re probably right— just not when the model is hoping to get in the artist’s pants.
In my case, I had the hots for a boy named Levi, an art student who lived on my street. He was one of those guys who was naturally gorgeous but seemed to make a point of not caring. His hair was always a mess, as if he couldn’t be bothered to get it cut or even just combed. His tattoos kept peeking out from under his shirt, and his pants made his bulge and ass look really fucking juicy. I was dying to see what he was really packing under there.
It was pretty obvious he was into dudes, since I occasionally saw him bringing guys home. I loved the thought of what he might be doing behind closed doors. I liked to imagine him being an insatiable bossy bottom, the kind of guy who’d beg for my dick till I pounded his ass into oblivion, and I’d fill him up with cum.
The hard part seemed to be getting on his radar. I’d only ever talked to him once, when were waiting in line at the grocery store; and even then, the cashier was the one who’d told me his name. I did see him walking to and from class, and sometimes he’d stop to draw something. Still, with my luck, it always seemed to happen while I was tied up with work of my own. I definitely couldn’t find him on Grindr or any other apps. One time I saw him coming out of a gay bar, so I tried hanging out there, but we never crossed paths.
That is, till I saw a flyer from his school. At first it looked like nothing special: it just said they were looking for models. But I was intrigued enough to go on their website, and when I did, I saw they needed people to pose nude.
It took a minute for that thought to sink in, but once it did, I couldn’t get it out of my head. The thought of Levi seeing me naked was really fucking sexy. And the thought of him drawing my anatomy— or painting it, or sculpting it, or whatever— was enough to drive me wild. So I threw caution to the wind and signed up.
The school gave me a list of classes to choose from. I didn’t know which ones Levi was in, so I picked a drawing class that seemed to fit when I’d see him walk home. Then I crossed my fingers and hoped for the best.
Part of me thought this was crazy. I’d never modeled before in my life, so I had no idea what to expect, and I knew full well that Levi was just a crush. But at this point there was no turning back.
When the day came, I met with a girl named Terri, who handled the logistics. She showed me around the classroom, and she explained their rules, which were actually pretty extensive. She’d told me to bring a bathrobe, since I’d need to wear it whenever I wasn’t posing. No one could touch me in any way, only the instructor could talk to me, and so on.
“Dr. Peiris is always really good about this,” she said. “Models seem to love how she runs her class.”
“That’s cool,” was all I could say. I couldn’t help noticing the drawings that hung on the back wall; I assumed they were all done by students, since they all showed human forms, some more artsy-fartsy than others. I had to wonder if my body would end up on that wall.
“Here’s the dressing room,” Terri said as she took me across the hall. “You can get ready however you like. I’d recommend using the bathroom before showtime. If you think you might get thirsty, there’s water and soda in the fridge… is there anything else you need?”
I just shook my head. “I’m good,” I replied.
“All right,” Terri said, “then I’ll leave you to it. Just make sure you’re ready to go when class starts.”
“Of course.”
“If anything else comes up, just call me,” she said, and then she walked away.
I stood alone for a few minutes, mostly just psyching myself up and staring into the mirror. I couldn’t get over the feeling of anticipation: my heart was pounding, and my nerves were tingling. I just kept hoping it would all work out, that Levi would get to see me, and that he’d like what he saw… and maybe, just maybe, he might let me examine his body too.
Eventually I took a deep breath, and I forced myself to get moving. I took off my shoes and socks, then grabbed my shirt and pulled it over my head. Finally I unzipped my fly, grabbed my pants and my underwear, and yanked them down.
So there I was, butt naked, about to go in front of God-knows-how-many people. The reality of it was still sinking in. I gathered my nerve for another minute or so, then put on my bathrobe and stepped outside.
By this point the classroom was starting to fill up, but Levi was nowhere to be seen. My first thought was that I’d fucked up: if Levi wasn’t there, then there was no point to any of this. But I kept the best pokerface I could.
“Hi,” the professor said as she got up from her desk. “You must be Josh?”
“Yes.”
“I’m Dr. Peiris.”
“Pleased to meet you,” I said as I shook her hand.
Dr. Peiris gave me a quick rundown of how he’d run the class. As she did, my eyes kept scanning the room. Most of the students were in their twenties, though some were old enough to be their parents; I assumed a few had gone back to school, or maybe they were just taking the class for fun. A lot of the guys were very clearly gay, including a Mexican couple that walked in holding hands, though I kept thinking the gay guy I wanted was conspicuously missing.
Then, just as Dr. Peiris opened her mouth to start the class, Levi came running in. He was out of breath and sweaty, though he seemed to be trying to hide it.
Dr. Peiris spoke for a minute or two, but I don’t remember the details. I mostly just remember how hard my heart was pounding, especially since Levi looked especially sexy right then. His skin was so shiny that the light kept reflecting off his jawline. He had me so distracted that I almost missed when Dr. Peiris told me to go ahead.
I snapped back to reality and stepped on their little stage. I took one last breath before I finally took off my bathrobe. The first thing I felt was a breeze on my inner thighs, and I immediately got a few goosebumps. I could sense the students’ eyes on me, from practically all directions. I had to remind myself that this was what I’d been wanting all long.
In my case, I had the hots for a boy named Levi, an art student who lived on my street. He was one of those guys who was naturally gorgeous but seemed to make a point of not caring. His hair was always a mess, as if he couldn’t be bothered to get it cut or even just combed. His tattoos kept peeking out from under his shirt, and his pants made his bulge and ass look really fucking juicy. I was dying to see what he was really packing under there.
It was pretty obvious he was into dudes, since I occasionally saw him bringing guys home. I loved the thought of what he might be doing behind closed doors. I liked to imagine him being an insatiable bossy bottom, the kind of guy who’d beg for my dick till I pounded his ass into oblivion, and I’d fill him up with cum.
The hard part seemed to be getting on his radar. I’d only ever talked to him once, when were waiting in line at the grocery store; and even then, the cashier was the one who’d told me his name. I did see him walking to and from class, and sometimes he’d stop to draw something. Still, with my luck, it always seemed to happen while I was tied up with work of my own. I definitely couldn’t find him on Grindr or any other apps. One time I saw him coming out of a gay bar, so I tried hanging out there, but we never crossed paths.
That is, till I saw a flyer from his school. At first it looked like nothing special: it just said they were looking for models. But I was intrigued enough to go on their website, and when I did, I saw they needed people to pose nude.
It took a minute for that thought to sink in, but once it did, I couldn’t get it out of my head. The thought of Levi seeing me naked was really fucking sexy. And the thought of him drawing my anatomy— or painting it, or sculpting it, or whatever— was enough to drive me wild. So I threw caution to the wind and signed up.
The school gave me a list of classes to choose from. I didn’t know which ones Levi was in, so I picked a drawing class that seemed to fit when I’d see him walk home. Then I crossed my fingers and hoped for the best.
Part of me thought this was crazy. I’d never modeled before in my life, so I had no idea what to expect, and I knew full well that Levi was just a crush. But at this point there was no turning back.
When the day came, I met with a girl named Terri, who handled the logistics. She showed me around the classroom, and she explained their rules, which were actually pretty extensive. She’d told me to bring a bathrobe, since I’d need to wear it whenever I wasn’t posing. No one could touch me in any way, only the instructor could talk to me, and so on.
“Dr. Peiris is always really good about this,” she said. “Models seem to love how she runs her class.”
“That’s cool,” was all I could say. I couldn’t help noticing the drawings that hung on the back wall; I assumed they were all done by students, since they all showed human forms, some more artsy-fartsy than others. I had to wonder if my body would end up on that wall.
“Here’s the dressing room,” Terri said as she took me across the hall. “You can get ready however you like. I’d recommend using the bathroom before showtime. If you think you might get thirsty, there’s water and soda in the fridge… is there anything else you need?”
I just shook my head. “I’m good,” I replied.
“All right,” Terri said, “then I’ll leave you to it. Just make sure you’re ready to go when class starts.”
“Of course.”
“If anything else comes up, just call me,” she said, and then she walked away.
I stood alone for a few minutes, mostly just psyching myself up and staring into the mirror. I couldn’t get over the feeling of anticipation: my heart was pounding, and my nerves were tingling. I just kept hoping it would all work out, that Levi would get to see me, and that he’d like what he saw… and maybe, just maybe, he might let me examine his body too.
Eventually I took a deep breath, and I forced myself to get moving. I took off my shoes and socks, then grabbed my shirt and pulled it over my head. Finally I unzipped my fly, grabbed my pants and my underwear, and yanked them down.
So there I was, butt naked, about to go in front of God-knows-how-many people. The reality of it was still sinking in. I gathered my nerve for another minute or so, then put on my bathrobe and stepped outside.
By this point the classroom was starting to fill up, but Levi was nowhere to be seen. My first thought was that I’d fucked up: if Levi wasn’t there, then there was no point to any of this. But I kept the best pokerface I could.
“Hi,” the professor said as she got up from her desk. “You must be Josh?”
“Yes.”
“I’m Dr. Peiris.”
“Pleased to meet you,” I said as I shook her hand.
Dr. Peiris gave me a quick rundown of how he’d run the class. As she did, my eyes kept scanning the room. Most of the students were in their twenties, though some were old enough to be their parents; I assumed a few had gone back to school, or maybe they were just taking the class for fun. A lot of the guys were very clearly gay, including a Mexican couple that walked in holding hands, though I kept thinking the gay guy I wanted was conspicuously missing.
Then, just as Dr. Peiris opened her mouth to start the class, Levi came running in. He was out of breath and sweaty, though he seemed to be trying to hide it.
Dr. Peiris spoke for a minute or two, but I don’t remember the details. I mostly just remember how hard my heart was pounding, especially since Levi looked especially sexy right then. His skin was so shiny that the light kept reflecting off his jawline. He had me so distracted that I almost missed when Dr. Peiris told me to go ahead.
I snapped back to reality and stepped on their little stage. I took one last breath before I finally took off my bathrobe. The first thing I felt was a breeze on my inner thighs, and I immediately got a few goosebumps. I could sense the students’ eyes on me, from practically all directions. I had to remind myself that this was what I’d been wanting all long.